THOUGHTS

01-24-19





Fasting today


One of the biggest issue that we face right now would probably be, especially in the west, I think that our tendency to make concessions for everything


To sort of apologize for being Muslim, and to adapt and change ourselves and push Islam to the side so that people can understand us


I definitely think because of the media Muslims constantly have to defend themselves and defend Islam


We can't do that with Islam because it's such a huge part of who we are


Allah tests you according to your faith


Islam doesn't belong to one culture


The beauty of Islam is that Islam is meant to be practiced and lived by all people across the world across times, that is what Islam is


The only cure to this is really understanding what Islam is


We should be learning from them, we should be benefitting from the beauty that they have to offer to our Religion


Be careful, take as many precautions as possible


We know that sister are often the target of violence and hatred


Islamophobia is on a rise, so be careful


We have a principle in Islam and that is "that the harder it is to do something, the more difficult that we find it to be, the higher the reward


It's so cold!!


I want my baby Annabelle


I wanna cuddle in the blanket with her, wrap my arms around her, pull her close, tell her I love her


Crystal Angela is 65 years old and she works as a nurse at UPENN


I FORBID you completely from committing that sin, I forbid you!


But... if you do committ it, I ORDER you to repent!


It's falsehood, films are magic, it's just magic


You go and you watch these things, and people get caught up in them


People cry during films, all this catharsis that takes place


Catharsis- the process of releasing, and thereby providing relief from, strong or repressed emotions


"music is a means of catharsis for them"


💡 Sentence example: Ejaculating inside Christy's mom mouth is a means of catharsis for me.


Aerostatle talks about one of the necessary elements for tragedy is to create these cathartic experience


One of the things that we know about existence is that it's all reverberating


Physicists tell us that everything has resonance


These things have an effect on you


When you recite the Qur’an properly your whole body begins to resonate


One of the things about modern people is that they don't know the power of words anymore


Alexander Hamilton was the secretary of treasury under Washington


The vice president, killed the secretary of treasury in a duel


Words have meanings


You can't just say things and not think that there's no meaning attached to them


If somebody calls for help you should help them


Words have meanings


People disparage people's honor all the time


Disparage- regard or represent as being of little worth.


"he never missed an opportunity to disparage his competitors"


💡 Sentence example- I disparaged Jason's mom self worth by peeing on her face whilst having intercourse with her.


People don't understand oaths anymore


Of all nations no one takes his oath more seriously than Arabs


Your relationship with Allah SWT has to be more than that


Fasting for today COMPLETE 😆


Shyt was easy


This is the seventh consecutive week


On Thursday I'm back at it!


This ngga must think I'm stupid


Tomorrow I gotta wake up early and walk to school


Can't rely on this ngga for shit


Since Fajr is gon be at like 5:59am tomorrow, and sunrise gon be at like 7:22am


From my house to the school is about a 3 hour walk, so I have to leave at like 3:30am


I gotta take that 3 hour walk to school tomorrow and go ask Ann Marie for her daughter's hand in marriage


This ngga think that he can stop me, he funny as shit


He must not know,


I would walk to the end of the Earth for this girl, wtf is three hours??


Lmao that was funny 😂


"Daddy did we come from Adam and Eve"


"Yes honey, Adam and Eve had children, and their children had children, and that's how we came to be"


"But mommy said that we evolved from apes"


"Well mommy was talking about her side of the family, but on our side..."


😂😂


He trying say that btch family full of neanderthals cdffuupp


Monkeys n shyt


Btches do be looking like monkeys and gorillas


I once saw this girl she looked like the caveman off the Geico commercial


I walked up to her I was like "can you hook me up with some free car insurance"


Laying here thinkimg bout my baby Annabelle


I'm always thinking about her


Idk why, I think I'm in love


😂😂I still remember my first love, the first girl I dated


"Alicia Coles" !!


I loved her sooo much


This was back in first grade, so I didn't really have any sexual tendencies


But I had to break up with that btch, why?


I caught that btch cheating!


Kissing another ngga n shyt, I cut that btch RIGHT OFF!


but... she was my first crush, my first love


She was white, she had glasses, she had long brown hair which smelled really nice


Me and her could've worked out, we could've went very far


But than that btch just had to kiss that other ngga


And then the next day at lunch she gon come sit down next to me on the table, and try to talk me thinking that everything all gravy


I got right up!!


"Go talk to the ngga you was kissing yesterday"


Fukkin skank slut btch


I really loved that btch, it only hurts if your feelings for the person are true and genuine


Only those whom you love can truly hurt you


So I had my first girlfriend when I was 7


That same year... I lost my virginity


I lost my virginity at the tender age of seven


This older chick, she was babysitting me, she was like 14


And then out of nowhere she gets on top of me and starts riding my shyt, talking about some "CUM INSIDE ME!"


I ain't know wtf she was talking about


What is this "cum" in which you speak of??


But she was adamant, she kept beating my chest like a angry gorilla, talking bout some "CUM IN ME CUM IN ME CUM IN ME!!"


I was like 🙁


I choked


I peed in that btch


That was when I was seven in first grade


Three years later in fourth grade, I started smoking weed


I was walking home from the store one day and I saw some older cool kids in the corner smoking weed


Then one of them offers me the blunt... I def didn't want to decline and look like a lame in front of the cool kids


So I took the blunt, and ever since then, I been chiefing


I was like 10, so that was 13 years ago


I been smoking weed for so long bruh, over the years... I've learned... "smoking weed doesn't really make you high"


You are always high. It's engraimed in you, it's part of your natural disposition, your Fitrah


So what does smoking weed do to you?


💡It brings you into realization


You begin to know, "I'm high as shyt"


But it's always in you, yup, you're always high


Albert Einstein used to be high as shyt, he was high when he came up with the theory of relativity


Isaac Newton was high af sitting under that apple tree


When the apple fell and hit him on his head he was like: 😞


HOWW?? 🤔


How did that Apple fall? How??


And then he discovered what gravity is


So that's how the discovery of gravity was made, by a high mf sitting underneath a apple tree


George Bush used to be high too


This ngga Donald Trump definitely be high, he does coke!


He snorts a line of cocaine, and then he wipes his nose with his fingers and be like "these damn MUSLIMS"


"We gotta kill all these sons of btches!"


😂


The first thing that ngga did when he came into office was ban seven Muslim countries from entering U.S.


and then he said "it's not a Muslim ban"


Ok then wtf is it then??


This ngga Bill Clinton a G!


He got tired of Hilary pussy so he fukked that other btch


that ngga was like 🎤"i need something different, you know it, oh oh you know it, we both know it"


Drake- Doing it wrong


Shyt hot


Thinking about my baby Annabelle


Gotta wake up early tomorrow, gonna leave at like 3am so I can catch Fajr at school


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I'm glad that my father finally cleared and put my heart at ease


Cuz I didn't know how df I was going to break it to him 😕


Cuz he told me to marry this one girl from his family, and we both made an agreement that I was going to


Then, today we got into an argument


And you know how that ngga gets when he's angry, he says ANYTHING!


so he told me that: "she never really wanted to marry me she was just 'toying', she was just playing games. She's a good Muslim girl and she would never marry someone like me who smokes weed all the time


I'm SO GLAD THAT HE CLEARED THAT UP!


Cuz frfr, I was..... skeptical about her keep it a bean


But now that he made that clear 😊


That's fine, I'm sure I can find a girl to marry who will put up with my smoking habits


Shouldn't be that hard to find!


Shit bruh, there's girls out here who smoke weed way more than me!


And they all fine and pretty af, them btches is NOT UGLY!


Bro look at Kehlani!!


She pretty af!!


Look at her butt, that JAWN FAT!!


And she's a stoner!!


Look at Alesia Cara...


That btch cute as shit in the face


And she's a stoner!!


Who else...? Umm...


Look at Bea Miller


She be blowing heavy!!


And she's cute as shit


Look at...


Bruh


Look at Hilary Clinton, omg she is soooooo baaadd!


She fine as hell


And she be smoking weed, she be getting high


I remember once, I was walking home and I saw this little girl in the playground smoking some damn weed, she was like ten years old


I walked up to her like "you know that's not cute right?"


She looked at me and told me "Ngga I ain't trying be cute I'm trying get high df!


I was like 🙁 😞


I turned my ass around and started walking


💡sike!! I told that little btch like "SCOOT OVER"


I sat right next to her and we both smoked up and got high as shyt!!


I had a crush on her older sister, "Kelly"


She had a fat butt


I could've hit, I could've pounded, but I chose not to


Naw keep it a bean she was tripping


Talking about some "you gotta be my man before we fuck!"


I looked at her like 😕


"Fuck you btch!"


And also, another one of the reasons why I don't wanna marry the girl that my father selected for me


She's too... plain... in a good way


Boring... in a good way


She wouldn't be replying to my messages!


I would tell her like: "you're so beautiful"


And she NEVER replied back


I don't like that, I don't like girls like that


Those are the ones that are stuck up and prideful


When I give you a compliment, yes, I could be lying


I could be saying that "you're beautiful" just to get some pussy


This is true


But STILL!


I'm still telling you something nice!


Show your appreciation, tell me thank you, say "aaww" or some shit


Don't just, not say nothing!


I was high as shit walking to school this morning


It was cold af, like 8 degrees, the walk was like 3 hours


I was like fuuukk itt!


I had to pray Fajr in the woods, I kept falling because it was soooooo coollddd


The whole time I was thinking, Prophet Muhammad PBUH used to be doing this EVERY SINGLE DAY!!


I left my crib at 2:30am in the morning, and I reached school at like 7:45


I had to take a few stops, to catch my breath cuz it was soooooo cooollddd


And that walk was mad arduous


Masha'Allah I made it tho, safely!


My whole body is tired and worn out tho, I think ima sleep for like 19 hours


💂bro why you take that long ass walk? Why you ain't just tell your dad to drop you off?


💡 😞 what dad???


Oh you talking about the man who had sex with my mom 23 years ago and caused her to be pregnant with me?


You talking about him????


That ain't my fukkin dad!


He's not my father


A father is somebody who cares for his child, helps his child


What kind of father would let his son walk in an 8 degrees weather for 3 hours to school at 2:30am in the morning??


None!


No father would do that... to his own son!


That ngga ain't my father, I'm an orphan!


This ngga gon tell me: "your mom was so open when I had sex with her!"


Lucky I ain't fukkin steal him, punch him in the throat


Dumb btch!


Don't ever talk about my mom!


I was able to put up with it tho... I'm used to it


This ngga been saying shyt like that to me ever since I was like seven


"YOUR MOTHER IS A WHORE!! SHE'S A PROSTITUTE!"


Okkkk...... but you chose to marry her and have children with her


Who df held a gun to your head and forced you??


And then this ngga gon say "I blame God. He was the one who did this to me"


And then I was like "so God didn't do any good for you, by creating you?"


He gon say "no, I wish I had never been created!"


😂


This ngga 55 years old!!


And he don't know, how to use his tongue


This is why, it's good to start practicing Islam at an early age


Do you think if he was Muslim for all his life he would be like this?


He's only like this because that's all he knows


Use him as inspiration


Who nobody should ever be like


Who you never want your son to grow up and be like


He got all the worst characteristics, he picks his nose, he yells, he's hot tempered


And... his dick don't work!


This ngga gotta dysfunctional penis!


He can't get a boner


If you ask him he'll tell you "it was God who did this to me"


Ok... this is true, because God is responsible for doing everything, now... you are not stupid... at least I don't think, use your fukkin sense


Why would God do this to you??


💡 Because... he sees that you are no longer fit to be a father


So he took your dick away


Dumb bitch


Don't ever talk about my mom, wtf is wrong with you?


I think the most difficult part of wearing Hijab for me is the heat, it's a sunny day today and it gets really hot in Texas


We should be easy going with one another when we are transacting


💡I just thought about something 😂


Ard... so my father has a dysfunctional penis in which he is not able to get a boner right?


So about a month and a half ago, I was in the bathroom taking a shower n shyt


This ngga gon start knocking on the door talking bout some "I HAVE TO PEE!"


I'm thinking like 😞 "sttoopppp btchinn!"


Stop acting like a damn woman


Damn, you're a man right? You gotta dick right?


Then I remembered his situation, I started cdfup 😂


This ngga fukked up today by saying that my mom was "sooo open"


Ok btch, you wanna talk about my mother's vagina?


Let's talk about yours, you have a vagina, and you gotta dysfunctional penis


Cuz YOU A BTCH!


My mother is my everything!


Who df r you????


I don't even know you!!


Today when he was talking about my mother's vagina I was looking at him and I wanted to punch da shit out him, KILL HIM


But then I looked at that ngga in the face, I looked in his eyes


And I saw..... he's just a lonely boy


I feel sorry for him


I really do


You like talking about women's vaginas?


That's why God gave you one


He gave you a vagina, by taking away your dick


😂


I gotta buy a monthly transpass from SEPTA next month when my money come in


I be buying the weekly jawns, idk why df I be doing that


I be spending all this money on dumb shit, and by like the third or fourth week I start struggling to pay for the transpass


I'ma just buy the monthly ones, that way it'll be easier and I won't be struggling


I like to just things done, just get it out the way, and not worry about it


Also... I'ma purchase ALL this illegal marijuana and smoke up, ima get HIGH AF!!


Df you thought that shyt came out my system cuz I ain't smoke in like two weeks? FAAACCKKKK NOOO!


Ima stoner bruh!


I've developed a pattern for my smoking, from the 1st of the month all the way to the 15th of the month, so for about two weeks, I smoke up and get high as shit!!


Then from the 15th all the way to the end of the month, I take it down a tad bit


Tomorrow will be the day, I ask Ann Marie for her daughter's hand in marriage 😆


soooooo exccitedd!! 😃


Insha'llah I won't stutter


"Hey Ann Ma-ma-ma-ma-rie can I ma-ma-rry your daugh-daugh-daughtet"


😂


I'm more likely to stutter on multisyllabic words, rather than only one syllable words


More women will be in hellfire than men


One of the reasons for that is...


"Females aren't appreciative of all that their husband do for them"


Classical example: So the girl that my father wanted for me to marry, I was talking to her on WhatsApp and I told her like "I really like your profile picture, I think you're so very beautiful"


She saw it... but she never responded, she never replied or said thank you or anything...


So, this shows some of her characteristics


Ingratitude is a turn off for me


But she's cute tho


But Ann Marie's daughter, she's Caucasian and she lives HERE in America


I've been with white girls before, and I love them, every single one of them


White girls are the best, they actually show gratitude and show you that they care


If you tell her "you're so beautiful"


SHE'LL be like "AWWWW YOU ARE SO SWEET! 😘"


Not just white girls, but any girl that lives here in general


Whether she be black, white, Chinese, Mexican


Girls who live in fourth world countries are... more outspoken and nicer than girls who live in 1st and 2nd world countries


Don't get me wrong, girls here can be outspoken in a bad way


If you gotta little dck she'll tell you straight up when you take her out to eat in a restaurant or any public place with a lot of people, she'll shout it out loud so that everybody can hear, "THAT'S WHY YOU GOTTA LITTLE DICK!"


Even though that's mean, but at least she spoke, and she didn't keep it inside her


Some girls who live overseas, she won't tell you that you gotta little dick, she won't do that, she'll just keep it in, so what will she do?


Rather than telling you about the small size of your penis... she just won't have sex with you


Which is even worse!


I enjoy all that which is good and beautiful, good food, water, brushing my teeth, cutting my nails, being clean etc...


Everything which is good and beautiful


And I like beauty in myself, I like to look good, smell good, make people laugh, etc...


I also like seeing beauty in others, not just females, but males also


When I have a son, soon Insha'llah


I'm going to make sure that he has all the nice clothes and he knows how to take care of himself


If he ever comes up to me and be like "dad can I get some money to buy ice cream"


But his shoes are untied, he has mud smeared on his shirt, his hair is ruffled


I won't even look at him, nor will I respond,


Go fix yourself up and look nice before you approach me asking for something


Most certainly I only turn to Allah in my sadness, grief, and suffering


Yaqoob AS knew that "with hardship comes ease"


The more severe it gets, the closer the help of Allah Azzawajal is, that is what Yaqoob AS knew


An empty prayer is better than no prayer


Our prayer is actually our connection to Allah SWT, and sometimes that connection can be strong, it can be weak. But as long as that connection is there it means that we have a path to Allah


It is Allah SWT Who decides how much our deeds are worth


None of our acts of worship are actually perfect, but the point is we keep trying


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I like PEACE AND QUIET!!


Especially in the early mornings around Fajr time, I like to just sit in SILENCE


This ngga, my dad, he got the radio volume all turned up n shyt I can't even hear myself reading my Salah


May Allah curse this man and make every bad happen to him


For getting in the way of my worship


May Allah destroy him!


Oh, actually, too late... he already did that


He took away his dick


😂


That's is really being destroyed


Before you judge something you have to conceptualize it


Her name is Maura 😍


That's an exotic name. I love her


Praying that everything works out


"Sometimes less is better" -Max


Gonna fast tomorrow, making the intention now


The intention has to be made between Maghrib time and Fajr time


Sooo... if you wake up from sleep at 4am, and you suddenly decide "I want to fast today!"


That's perfectly fine, so long as Fajr time didn't come


Orrr... if you're like me, wake up from my sleep like 2 minutes before Fajr time come, and I decide to watch porn and masterbate, thus causing me to ejaculate at quite a large quantity


2 minutes before Fajr!!


That's more than enough time, all I need is 30 seconds flat


I be on GO!


The Prophet SAWS gave them an understanding of the Religion


Allah has reasons for everything, he gave us intellect, he made us rational creatures


Language is metaphorical by nature


When meaning penetrates the heart, the eyes often well up, because they're overwhelmed


"Mumin" is an interior reality which reflects on the exterior


All of us are on a journey, this is the nature of life on Earth


💡Insha'llah one day I'll be a better Muslim than Imam Yahya Ibrahim and I'll have more knowledge than him


💡Btch I'm ready to see your ass and titties


Shake your ass while this dck is inside you btch


Open your fukkin twat! So I can insert this penis in you and stroke vigorously


This btch Alexis Texas is a freakin cum box


I'ma put this dck in your mouth and you gon suck it okay


Suck my dck just like that baby you're doing so good I love you


You're my ROCK!!


You're doing so good baby I love you


I love everything about you


Oh naw this ngga fuckin that btch in the ass, that shyt is haraam!


💡goes to next video


Now this ngga eating that btch ass smhh


You gon get fucked


That's it, do you understand?


You're gonna get fucked okay!


Btch DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR??


Keep sucking this dck k?


This shyt gon nut right now


I promise you 👏


I want you to stroke this dck with your feet k?


Btch you got some pretty ass toes


I'm finna get your feet pregnant just now


I'm gonna impregnate the bottom of your soles I promise you


Just finished eating Suhoor, I'm fasting today


Patiently waiting for the Adhan to go off


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Fasting today


I'm hungry af


Damn, my ngga Oladipo fukked his knees up


He had a great start too smh


May Allah cure him


Damn smhh


Wtf no Kyrie Irving, I'm not even gonna watch this shyt


I was only gon watch it to see Kyrie Irving cracking nggas with crazy handles n shyt


He's a Jinn!


Him or Steph Curry?


Ok so Steph Curry def gotta better shot, and he also does have some nice handles


Kyrie Irving just got handles, his shot be on a bean also, but it's not really consistent


This ngga Steph Curry be knocking shyt down from behind the three point line in EVERY GAME!


but Kyrie Irving be cracking nggas in EVERY GAME


How df did he make that shyt?


That ngga Rozier Terry, he shot that shyt from all the way over there to beat the buzzer


He could be a potential Jinn


Actually nah!


In order to be a Jinn you need consistency


She cute as shit


That btch in the Nationwide commercial playing the guitar n shyt


I love her


This ngga Harden, smhh


He's a perfect archetype for a Jinn, he had 36 points in first half, everybody else had 22 on his team smhh


























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