THOUGHTS

03-14-19





"Never tell a man how he should feel"


-some bul from the homeless shelter


I love days like this


I think you're a really great person


"Deep down every poet just wanna be loved"


-J Cole


Edgar Allan Poe just wanted to be loved


William Shakespeare just wanted to be loved


I... just wanna be loved 🙁


I get on instagram and Fb to look at girls' pictures, no other reason


I'm JUNUB!


This ngga Dr. Seuss just wanted to be loved


It's hard to find love, in this cold desolate place


And let's say you do find it


It will not be the type of love that you was looking for


Classical example: love from a female that goes around creeping


"You say you love me"


Then why creep?


Love me the right way or don't love me at all


If I give a big yawn tears start coming out my eyes,


Jacquees- You


Shit hot 🔥


This girl sitting next to me pretty as shit


I wanna grab


But... this ngga Allah


He be like peekaboo n shyt


Jacquees- IDGAF


shit hot 🔥


All you nggas is some btches, some fukkin pussies


None of you can fukkin beat me


And if you try ima smack da shit out your punkass u dumbass btch


I like girls with long hair, that's my preference


But that does not mean I don't like girls with short hair


Halsey is my crush, and she got short hair


I'm thinking about my girl


I love her, I wonder what she's doing


I miss Mirrah


I used to... tell her everything


And that btch lived all the way in Minnesota


Even though she was far away and I never saw her, I love her... more than any other girl


Because... I never saw her, never touched her, never had sex with her


That built the love that I had for her


Sometimes...


Distance can be good


May Allah bless my brother Jessie


Tonight is his last night at the shelter


He told me and I was like "where are u gonna stay after this"


He said "idk maybe the train station"


🙁


May Allah not make him stay there, may Allah give him a comfortable place to stay at


Jessie, even though he's not Muslim... he's my brother


He cool as shit, he was telling me about NCAA and March Madness


And me and him got high together


He mad cool


Please help my brother God


Make it easy for him


In this shelter, you only get a total of five days, then when your five days are up you gotta leave


The guy here Mr. Troy he mad cool, because I'm so young and I told him that I have nowhere else to go he let me stay longer than five days


May Allah bless him for that


But... I'm thinking about Jessie


I don't want my brother to suffer


Jessie told me...


One morning me and a couple guys were talking about how we ended up here


And I was telling them like "my dad cursed at my mom and at me and He kicked me out of his house and I wanted to kill him and kill myself by jumping in front of a train


Jessie told me "don't even joke like that bro my mom went away like that"


😓


Never again!


Cuz I be joking talking bout some I wanna kill myself but I DON'T be serious


I'm never doing that shyt again!


Jessie brought me to my senses


That's what you call a true friend


One who reminds you


Cdffuupp that btch Christy said "I'm ready to make you feel good Papi" 😂


Fuckin btch ass ngga from the shelter


This ngga was sobbing n shyt, he was like 😢


So I tell that ngga "Listen you're a man, you need to man up"


He gon say "you should never tell a man how he is supposed to feel, this conversation is over!"


I'm thinking like 😞


Df is this ngga on??


Ok, yeah you're right, you should never tell a man how he should feel


But... YOU'RE NOT A MAN


you crying like a little bitch


You a little white girl


That ngga a btch


And I think he was gay!


I'm always forgetting what I have to do


"🎤I'm the only drug you need to get you through it "


"I always tell you, don't get too high, don't smoke too much, don't drink too much"


I can peep shit. Things are not what they appear to be. I do have a brain YOU KNOW!


Registration for Fall classes begin on March 25th


I'm gonna register of course!


Because... that's the SMART thing to do


Anilyst- Drowning 🔥


Here's today's mindfulness tip:


"Inhale love, peace, and joy with every breath you take"


💡INHALE THIS DCK BTTCHH! 😂


I stopped doing these "-------------------"


Df is that? A horizontal dotted line n shyt


Everything is an annexation of Islam


Everything... "good!"


This is because Islam is a perfect Religion and it promotes all that is good


The first hospital was in an Islamic country


The first college was in an Islamic country


























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