THOUGHTS

12-03-18





Finna upload my thoughts, feels so good knowing that I don't have to wait till 10am when the library opens to do it, I can just do it at the comfort of my home


I gotta go to the library tho at like 7:30 am after I pray and eat


My life revolves around prayer times


I'm thinking about bae... the girl I'm going to marry


I wonder if she thinks of me as much as I think of her?


I gotta marry her and start a family with her ASAP!


No time to waste


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⚠ Saturday


From the age of 9-18 Aisha was with the Prophet SAWS


Good Morning


Even though I didn't smoke yesterday cuz it was Friday, I still managed to purchase my illegal marijuana and I'm just gonna smoke up this morning


In life you always have to plan ahead, always have to prepare for the future


Since I got my laptop now I'm finna start working back on Call It Luck, I gotta re-read it tho, I forgot some of what's going on


This ngga Jason finna fuck Christy


I'm hungry as shit


As soon as I eat I'm going straight to the library


I gotta eat first tho, it's not good to smoke on an empty stomach


That shyt kills your high


Not that I smoke weed or anything, I don't do that. That shyt is haraam


"Life is a farce which everyone has to perform"


-Arthur Rimbaud


Farce- a comic dramatic work using buffoonery and horseplay and typically including crude characterization and ludicrously improbable situations.


Because it's the teachings of Allah that asks you to be kind to people so that they can relate to the Maker


You submit to Allah, you don't submit to your whims and fancies


Even if you dislike someone you must still be just with them


We're doing it for the sake of Allah, we want the reward


May Allah SWT bless every one of us


I'm at the library high as shit


Being high is a state of mind


I'm high and I'm eagle twated!


I'm so throwed


Being high has a certain stimulation effect on my hyperspermia


I wonder if that makes sense 🤔?


Any problem that Quraysh or any other tribe had with the Muslims the Prophet Muhammad SAWS says "we'll take care of that"


The Prophet Muhammad SAWS he hears of this attack, he hears of this plan, and he decides to cut them off


He sends a delegation to cut them off, to sort of intercept the attack as its coming


This battle that happened is known as the Battle of Badr, and it occurred in the month of Ramadan


"If you are not interested you're not going to be held accountable"


"If you asked us to follow you to the ends of the Earth we will follow you Ya Rasullullah "


This miracle happened in the month of Ramadan


This story is a story of people who saw the priority of the afterlife over this Dunya


There will be nothing waiting for them in the Akhira because they've invested everything in the Dunya


You can tell a lot about the health of your heart and your relationship with Allah by what you make Du'a for


What kind of personality are we instilling in our families when we get upset with them when they don't get an 'A' on that final, but when they miss Fajr "it's okay, there's always tomorrow"


This is not the characteristic of the Companions


If a person truly has desire for the Akhira it shouldn't be on and off


There are some characteristics that are inherent to farmers


The practice of farming, or any business in general is one that requires immense trust and patience


What farmers do is that they plant, they nurture, they feed, they tend, for months


Without any gurantee of the outcome, without any gurantee that what they're working on is going to happen


Allah is so generous, in this Dunya He'll give them what they wsnt, but in the Akhira they've given up everything


A give and take, there's a challenge being presented to us


When a person fasts they're proving that they love Allah more than this Dunya


Fasting is a big deal


We have to make a commitment that we keep up the good actions that we've been doing, after the month


No one celebrates failure


The Cleveland Cavaliers didn't have a party this year


No one has a graduation party if they didn't graduate


Only when you achieve something do you celebrate


Realize that you are in the month of miracles, you are in the month where things happened that people thought will never happen


Insha'llah one day I'll be a better Muslim than Abdel Rahman and I'll have more knowledge than him


As soon as my headphones charge up I'm on go!


I'm ready


Tomorrow on Sunday I'm gonna fast, I wanted to fast today but I couldn't because I smoked weed and got high


I'm not smoking tomorrow cuz I'm fasting


The next time that I'm gonna smoke will be on Monday after school, I usually smoke up in the morning before school, but it's always cold af in the morning


Just dying of hunger, spiritual hunger


Real hunger, they are spiritually dying of hunger


If you could see their spiritual souls, you'd see their corpulent bodies, the reason their bodies is so fat is because their souls are starving


Corpulent- having a large bulky body : OBESE


💡Sentence example: Jason's mom finds great pleasure in sucking my corpulent penis.


I don't want my children to have those friends


Barnie is on Prozac as well


So Barnie is having an existential crisis and he's raising your children


Dunya is dirt, that's all it is


This Religion has become just "ME ME ME" really


There are some people that can't even read Al-Fatiha


Go out and teach Al-Fatiha to somebody


Learn the Religion, and then teach it to others


The first people were probably from South Africa


This is the natural progression that's going to happen when we're focused on the fear


Every time that you get into a car there's a legitimate chance you're going to get into a car accident


It's a real fear, it's a real threat


We have to focus forward, otherwise we will not be able to keep going


Allah is preparing us for the types of trials that we're going to go through


"Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un" is not just a statement that you say when someone dies


Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un is not just a paradigm, it's a way to see the world


Paradigm- an outstandingly clear or typical example or archetype


"there is a new paradigm for public art in this country"


💡 Sentence example: Jason's mom is a perfect paradigm for the rest of the whores in my whore house.


There is no change, and there is no power or strength except by Allah


You have to understand where change comes from and you have to understand where you put your dependence


Change does not come from the media or what the media says, change comes from Allah


It comes from Allah and only from Allah, and until we understand that nothing is going to really change


Allah's promise and victory doesn't come and go, it's stable


The Prophet SAWS said that there will be a time when the Ummah will be like the froth on the ocean


The froth on the ocean just goes wherever the tides take them


That's how we've become


We need to be like the tree that Allah SWT talks about in Surat Ibrahim


Allah is still in charge, regardless of who's in office


Insha'llah one day I will have more knowledge than Yasmin and I will be a better Muslim than her


This ngga fuckin that btch in the ass, that shyt is haraam


Kehlani didn't have a mother while growing up


Aw it's okay baby, I can't be your mom but I can def be ur daddy


Tre pound, crack pound, Meek Milly bloudhound, grimey thirsty, bout it you heard me


60 degrees today! That's smoking weather 😰


So I guess I'm smoking and getting high today


😂


FAAACCKK NOOO!!


I'm fasting today, and I have to memorize this Surah by the end of the weekend


I'm staying home all day today, idc if it was 85 degrees and all the drug dealers were out giving free packs of blue dream!!


I'm staying home idc idc!


Allah comes first... always!


If you have an idea discuss it with people that are in entrepreneurship


All you need is a good idea and work ethic, and you can start something, and you can be huge


That's what the Ummah needs, the Ummah needs creative entrepreneurs


We have enough doctors


We have enough programmers


The new language of power in the world is economics


We have to learn to start thinking big, and we have to develop a work ethic for it


We're not just here to serve the Ummah, we're here to fix the world, you have to start thinking that big


Don't short-change yourself, don't underestimate yourself


You have to exercise your talents, you have to make the most of yourself


Everybody should work in accordance with their predisposition


You have a talent, you're good at something


Predisposition- a liability or tendency to suffer from a particular condition, hold a particular attitude, or act in a particular way.


"a child may inherit a predisposition to schizophrenia"


💡 Sentence example- A prostitute like Jason's mom may have a predisposition to have a low self esteem.


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⚠ Sunday


I'm gonna do something and I'm gonna do it better than anybody else has done it


I'm gonna let my work speak for itself


I'm a Muslim but I'm not crazy, please vote for me, I'm not like the other crazy guys


He doesn't have to do that, he lets his work speak for himself


People assume things about us, they make fun of us


Our contribution to the world speaks for itself, that will shut everybody up better than anything else


These are privileges not rights, and these are things that we take for granted sometimes


This Dunya, the more that you chase it, the more you want it


I'm finna start watching The Flash and Supergirl again, I used to watch them but I stopped...


But now that I got my laptop ima start back up again


Right after I finish working on my final project, school comes first


15 minutes after sunrise...


The question is that there's indication that there might be alien life outside of planet earth and the Qur’an might have a hint or two about it


My response first of all is "who cares?"


We have to give life to the real issues


These are issues, this is happening right now


Our mentality has to become "what is priority, what is the real focus"


What the Qur’an made a priority, is a priority for us


The things we repeat the most should be the things that Allah repeats the most


We have to get away from distractions, we really do


This is all their Islam is, because they're so deeply drowning in sin that they don't wanna address that issue


We have to be realistic Muslims


Not the issues that nobody will benefit from


Conflict resolutions between husband and wife


We are going to build a generation of young people that learn their Deen and are connected to reality


Finna pray, work on my final project, and watch The Flash


I'm not gonna watch "Supernatural" ever again


Them nggas, they introduced an Angel in the show named "Castiel"


And they introduced "God" in the show, his name was Chuck


😑


Chuck was in a bar... drinking


So they're saying that God drinks... alcohol!


What typa blasphemy shyt is that??


Watching this movie... this btch talking bout "SOMEBODY HELP MEE!!"


💡Ain't nobody gon help you btch u finna DIE


"Your son drowned Amy, it is time to let go, let him cross over"


💡 this btch Amy gotta fat butt


💡 this other little btch in the movie named "Becky"


💡 Becky gon grow up to be a whore, she gon bust it open every chance she gets


"Your son drowned, it is not your fault"


💡 Don't beat yourself up over it Amy, we can make another son"


I'm not gonna finish watching that movie, that shyt made no sense whatsoever


Amy's son died, she woke up in a old abandoned school, there was zombies crawling on the floor n shyt, some kid beat Amy up n shyt wtff


I hate movies like that, the plot made no sense whatsoever


Abdullah ibn Umar is the son of Umar ibn al-Khattab


From the age of 9 up to 18 Aisha was with the Prophet SAWS


There are bodies that have not been eaten by the Earth, it exists


We want peace, we are the people of peace


🎙"just cuz you and me are done don't make it tragic"


As soon as Maghrib comes ima upload these shits


After I pray and break my fast


I always pray before I break my fast


Because... what if you're eating, and you choke on a piece of bone and die


Then you gotta stand in front of Allah and He's gonna ask you "why didn't you do your prayer?"


Wtff r u gonna say??


💡 "Ya Rabb, I was hungry Ya Rabb, forgive me Ya Rabb 😳"


Cdffuupp 😂


Roszay babymom look like a fatass hot air balloon


A fatass blimp!


The jawn off Scarface that be like "The World is Yours"


That's what Roszay babymom look like


She look like a fatass iguana


Roszay really be fuckin her 😕


Eewww


He be like "YEAH DULI I BE TEARING THAT UP!"


😷


EEWWW 😕


I wonder how he can find her vagina underneath all that fat?


Her stomach fat as shit


That btch needs to lose some damn weight


They gotta fucked up relationship


The only one that's actually normal out of them is their daughter


The daughter is the only normal one, out of both of them


Roszay like 29, and he's like 5'7, and he look like a kid that hasn't reached puberty n shyt


Roszay babymom, Ciara, that btch look like a NBA player n shyt


Or a football player


She look like a fatass linebacker


I like the heat way more than the cold


But I don't like excessive heat


Finna purchase my illegal marijuana, ima smoke that shyt after Maghrib


I'm fasting today, and it's raining


Weed is not everything you know


😈you're right, it's the only thing!


This ngga Ibliss ugly as shit


This shyt stink in my pocket!


I can already tell this some gas


"Only add people that you know"


💡 I KNOW HER IN MY HEAD!!


💡 We go way back


As soon as I pray Maghrib I'm smoking this shyt and getting high af!


But first I gotta pray Maghrib


My life revolves around prayer times


Fear is a very interesting emotion, it can motivate or it can paralyze


The default of fear is that it is a paralyzing emotion


It needs hope in order for it to be productive


Fear is a more comprehensive emotion in the Qur’an


Some people fear death


Nothing is worth fearing but Allah


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What's the worse that they can do to you when you're living for Allah SWT?


Change is coming in the Muslim community


In Islam, as soon as Maghrib comes it's the next day


























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