The yellow sun rises from the distance
I've learned to pay attention to my intuitions
The sun is fire, fire is destructive, yes?
But the sun also provides warmth and gives life
Each night I sit and wait for you to wake up
As you rise up things become clearer
As you come nearer I start to sweat
My life is ruined, my heart's a mess
My mom's not here, my father left
But you remain there, this yellow sun is a mellow one
And it doesn't play fair
In the afterlife you're a form of punishment
But in this world you give me nourishment
Spring and summer are long seasons
I want you for the wrong reasons
I don't want for you to stop breathing
Your birthday is Christmas, you shine like crystals
You're not my God, not even close
At night is when I need you most
But you're not there, so I hide my fears and scream the most
It seems to be snowing, but you're still showing
Even though you're not here, your rays are
My nights are longer than my days are
I see you in the sky as a faint star
My soul is translucent, your flame I can't lose it
For it's embedded in me, I'll sing for you a melody
Sometimes your presence is sufficient for a remedy
Your heat brings out the best in me
At times you're too shy to manifest, so you hide behind a gray cloud
But I still feel your warmth, it shrouds me
You look down on those who mock and doubt me
The number is great, summer is only a few months away
I stare at you and turn away, your absence from the sky makes the clouds turn gray
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