"4:26am". Fajr was going to come in about a hour at 5:25. Abdul was in anticipation, he kept looking at the time on his phone.
Both Abdul and Shay were laying down on the bed, no blanket covered them. Shay had her head on Abdul's chest sleeping peacefully. They had been in this position for the last two hours. It was hard for Abdul to doze. His eyes were closed but his heart was live and vivid with the remembrance of Allah.
"Allahu Akbar, Alhamdulillah, Subhan'Allah." Abdul kept repeating silently to himself, for he knew his wife was asleep.
"Allah is Azeem. Allah is Glorious. None is greater than my Lord. All praise be to Allah. Oh my Allah. You are very forgiving, You love to forgive, so forgive me please! I beg of You." Abdul said as he held both his hands out.
Shay slowly opened her eyes. She was able to hear.
"You didn't sin Abdul. Why are you asking for forgiveness?"
"The Prophet Muhammad Sallallahu Alayhi Wa Sallam never sinned a day in his life. Yet he made Tawba over seventy times a day." Abdul said.
"What is 'Tawba'?" Shay asked.
"Repentance. This is an obligation."
"Even if you don't sin?"
"Yes."
"Por Que?"
"Because Nabi Sallallahu Alayhi Wa Sallam did so. And whatever he did was right! Ya hear me?"
Shay did not reply. There was a long pause.
Abdul slowly began to get up from the bed.
"Where are you going?" Shay asked.
"I have to go perform Ghusl and offer Salat al-Tawbah and make Istighfar. With the hope of my Lord accepting my repentance.
"But you didn't sin." Shay said.
"Btch! I just told you." Abdul said.
"Yeah, but... You're not that 'Muhammad' guy." Shay said.
Abdul looked at Shay in the eyes for a few seconds and waited.
"Sallallahu Alayhi Wa Sallam." Shay quickly added.
"What you speak is true. I am not Prophet Muhammad Sallallahu Alayhi Wa Sallam. And I never will be."
"Exactly. So you don't have to pray Abdul." Shay said.
"No, you're wrong. I always have to pray. I just... have to sin." Abdul said and began to think.
"But I just don't wanna do anything crazy. You feel me? It gotta be light."
"Why don't you become a murderer again?" Shay said.
"Nah, I'm not really in the mood. You got some weed?"
"You wanna... Smoke?" Asked Shay.
"Yes please." Abdul replied.
"But isn't that like a major sin?"
"No, absolutely not. Nowhere in the Qur'an or any of the authentic Hadeeth is smoking mentioned. Therefore it is not a sin. It is 'makrooh'." Abdul said.
"Makrooh. I think you told me about that."
"Yes. Do you remember the meaning?"
Shay thought for a minute. "Makrooh is what is disliked, but you don't get a sin. Right?"
"Nam! And do you remember Mustahaab?" Abdul asked.
"That is... The opposite of Makrooh. But you get rewarded if you do it." Shay said.
Abdul gave a huge smile. "Excellent! And here I thought I was talking to a brick wall. You're gonna go far kid." Abdul said.
Shay smiled and erupted in laughter.
"Omg shut up!"
"Where the weed at?" Abdul asked.
Shay reached under the bed and pulled out a small black handbag. She reached in it and pulled out a quarter bag of marijuana. She held it out to Abdul.
"I'm bouta hop in that water, ya heard me. Roll that jawn up and we gon spark it up soon as I get out ya heard me?"
Shay nodded her head. Abdul then turned around and walked into the bathroom. He entered with his left foot.
He left the door ajar, then he held out his hands.
"Oh my Allah... My beautiful Allah. VERILY! You are One."
Shay was able to hear while she was sitting on the bed rolling up. She tried to conceal her laughter.
"My Allah... You are my Lord. You are the One that I worship. I will never associate a speck of partnership with You. La illa ha illa lah." Abdul said.
He then sat on the toilet seat and removed his trouser and boxer briefs. Abdul then stood up and faced the Qibla(direction of Makkah), he then held his hand out.
"Oh my Allah. My beautiful Allah. VERILY! I have transgressed. I have niyaa(firm intention) to smoke some cannabis. Please forgive me for all my future sins. If You do not forgive me I will surely be from amongst the losers." He said.
Abdul then stepped in the tub and turned the showerhead on. As the warm water descended on his skin, he held out his hands.
"I call upon You at-Tawaab(Acceptor of Repentance). I call upon You Affuw(The Pardoner). I call upon You ar-Rahman. VERILY! You are the Most Merciful. Please forgive me. I call upon You ar-Raffi(The Exalter). Please raise my status Ya Allah."
Abdul then grabbed the bottle of shampoo that was hanging from the curtain and squeezed it's remnants on the top of his head. He washed his hair and the rest of his body. After he finished he turned the showerhead off and stepped out the tub. He then sat down on the toilet seat to put his trousers and pants on. As he was doing he repeatedly kept saying tasbih (Subhan'Allah). He then stood up after he was done and turned the light off. He exited the bathroom with his right foot first.
Shay was sitting upright on the bed with the rolled up blunt in her hand.
"What time is it?" Abdul asked his wife.
Shay reached for her phone on the bed and looked at the screen.
"Five after five". She said.
The Adhan for Fajr was going to come in twenty minutes. As Abdul stood he began to think. After about thirty seconds he sat on the bed next to Shay and took the blunt from her hand.
"You gotta torch?" He asked.
Shay pulled out a pink lighter from the same small handbag where the bag of weed was at. She handed it to Abdul.
"I thought you were going to pray the salat Tawba?" She said.
"Yes, I was. So I still get rewarded because it's your 'niyaa'(intention). If you intend to do a good deed and you don't fulfill it, Allah will still reward you. And salat al Tawbah is a Sunnah prayer. The Sunnah is not waajib, or obligatory. But I definitely will do Fajr because that is obligatory. Where is Tabitha's room located?" Abdul asked as he flicked the lighter on.
"Why do you ask?"
"I've successfully converted her, by the Will of Allah. Me and her have to do Fajr together. Would you like to join us?"
"Yeah. What do I have to do?" Shay said.
A wide smile spread across Abdul's face.
"You have to first accept Islam, i.e. you have to be Muslim."
"I am." Shay said.
"Do you believe in the Oneness of Allah Azzawajal and the veracity of Nabi Sallallahu Alayhi Wa Sallam?"
Shay nodded her head. "I do."
"Splendid!" Abdul said as he took a hit of the blunt.
"Are we gonna pray together?" Shay asked.
Abdul inhaled the smoke and slowly exhaled.
"Not today shorty. You have to be of sane mind. You're a crazy btch."
Shay laughed out loud. "How I'm crazy?"
"You almost yanked my meat off you crazy btch!"
"No I didn't!" Shay said while laughing.
Abdul took another long hit of the blunt. He inhaled and slowly exhaled.
He laid the blunt on top of the drawer next to the bed and quickly delved his head in between Shay's legs. She wasn't wearing no panties so it was easy access. He stuck his tongue and sucked hard on the soft vaginal tissue.
Shay yelped out loud and started moaning. She placed her hands on top of Abdul's head. Abdul continued to suck and lick all over the crevice. He pressed his hand on top of Shay's and squeezed down.
He bit softly on the right hand lip of the crevice and inserted his two fingers inside the hole. Her thighs and legs began to quiver and shake like a field of beaten corn.
"I want you to cum in my mouth. Ya hear me?" Abdul said as he pushed his finger deeper inside the g-spot.
Shay was unable to respond. Tears began to well in her eyes as she moaned.
"You hear me btch?" Abdul said again.
Shay bit her bottom lip and gripped his head tighter.
"Yes daddy! I'm gonna cum in your mouth."
Abdul pinched both of the lips of the crevice and rubbed them together. He then put his hands underneath her backside and turned her over. She capsized like a sinking ship. He started eating it from behind.
"If you don't cum in my mouth I'm gonna kill you! Ya hear me?" Abdul said.
Shay screamed out loud. Then she spurted out water from her vaginal passage. He pressed his lips against it and drank the water like a duck drinking from a lake.
"ALLAHU AKBAR! ALLAHU AKBAR!" The Adhan for Fajr came. Abdul quickly stopped sucking the water and wiped his lips with the back of his right hand. He quickly got up from the bed and headed for the door.
"You said right across your room right?" Abdul said as he turned the doorknob.
Shay was unable to respond. Abdul opened the door and walked out.