Ya Allah, I usually do this every Friday morning after my Fajr prayer, but I will not have time this week because I have to go to class. Please accept
Ya Allah YOU ARE GOD. You are the only One Who deserves to be worshipped and I would never associate any partnership with You. I am confident that you Exist, and I am confident that You are One, as in You have no partners and You are not distinguishable. YOU have power to do anything and everything. Ya Allah Your capabilities are endless and Your disabilities are none. I love You. I am weak. I cannot do nothing without Your help. I am not even able to tie my shoes without You helping me. I am not able to. I just don't have that power Ya Rabb, only You have Power.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with Eternal 1.Knowledge. Your Knowledge encompasses all Ya Rabb. You know all. If it happens then You have knowledge of it happening, if it does not happen then You have knowledge of it not happening. If it is going to happen in the future then You have knowledge that it will happen. If it will not happen then You have knowledge of it not going to happen in the future. Your Knowledge encompasses all Ya Rabb. Right now Ya Allah I am still learning CSS, C++, and Java, which are all programming languages. These are very hard to learn, but I will learn it, only if You Will. There are things about Java that I do not know in which You Know. You do not have to learn anything about Java because You already know everything about it, You was the one to create this programming language. Ya Allah this what I'm trying say: You are the only one Who can declare the main function in a class. You are the only One Who can import the scanner class. You are Able. And your attribute of knowledge is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 2.No Similarity with the Creation This is because the creation is weak. And You are not weak or deficient in any way. We are all defeated Ya Rabb, YOU ARE NOT! Ya Allah You said in Ayat 11 of Surah Al Shura: "Lay sa kamithli shay". What does this mean? It means that You do not resemble any of the creations in any way whatsoever! Ya Allah if You are similar to me in any way then I dare not worship You, because that will mean that You are weak, and You cannot be. The creation is flawed, the creation is not perfect. You are perfect, you have no flaws. The creation cannot create. These attributes that I have I was not the one to create them. I am not able to create. You are the Creator of all, even your attributes, you created them. Ya Allah there are many of the creation, there are many of the humans, jinn, Angels, trees etc... But You are only one Ya Rabb...
The fundamental message of Islam is Your 3.Oneness. The knowledge of Tawheed is very crucial for one to learn. Islam is the only monotheistic Religion Ya Rabb. We only believe in One God, You. You are the only one in which we believe in. And I will never associate partnership with You. And your attribute of no similarity with the creation is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 4.Will. Everything occurs according to your Will. There is not a single leaf that falls except you willing it. And You have willed for all the creation to exist 50,000 years before you created the Creation. And also the on the Day of Judgement we will stand for 50,000 years. The wait will be excruciatingly long, and the sun will be mad close to the Earth. And everybody will be sweating and waiting for Judgement to begin. For the pious Muslim it will not feel like 50,000 years, it will only feel like the time gap between Asr and Maghrib. Everybody will be concerned about themselves, even the Anbiya(Peace be upon them all) except for Rasullullah, he will be the only one who will be worried about us. Please grant me shade on that day and please grant me the intercession of Your Prophet(PBUH), and Your attribute of Will is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 5.Hearing. Your attribute of Hearing is not dependent upon anything else and You was the one to create it. Ya Allah, You are the only One Who is As-Sami(All-Hearer). What do I need to hear Ya Rabb, I need my ears, which is an organ. I listen to a lot of music, what do I need in order to listen to music, I need my headphones, which is an instrument. Ya Allah this is not You, You hear all without any instrument or organ needed. You are free Ya Allah. Prophet Musa(PBUH) was scared to go and face Firawn. But you told him not to fear because You See and Hear everything. Ya Allah, You do not exist in a place, this is well known. So what do I mean when I say "God is everywhere?" Ya Allah I mean in the sense of Your attributes. Is it true that You have knowledge of everything? Is it true that You See and Hear everything? Is it true that You will for everything in the heavens and earth to occur? So when I say that You are everywhere I do not mean that You are physically here, that will be impossible. I mean in the sense of Your attributes. And Your attribute of Hearing is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 6.Everlastingness Ya Allah YOU ARE FOREVER. You have no beginning and You have no end. Ya Allah, You are Al Awaal(The First) and You are Al Akhir(The Last) it is utterly impossible for You to die. You are everlasting in the sense that You have no beginning and no end and You will never die. And Your attribute of Everlastingness is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 7.Non-neediness, You are not in need of anything. You are completely independent. You are the Sustainer of All, and You never get tired. You are the Exalted, and You never get exhausted. You take care of all the creations and You never get tired Ya Rabb. You are absolutely independent. All the creations need You. I NEED YOU YA RABB! I DON'T WANNA DIE YA RABB! And your attribute of non-neediness is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 8.Sight, what do I need in order to see Ya Rabb. I need my eyes, which are organs, and to see even clearer I need my glasses, which are instruments. This is not You Ya Rabb. We do not deny Your attribute of Existence, but we deny that You See like us in any way. Similarly we do not deny that You exist, but we deny that You exist within a place. You are the Al-BasirAll-Seer, and Your attribute of Sight is not related to the mental impossibiity in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 9.Speech. The Holy Qur'an is Your Eternal Kalam. And you spoke to Prophet Musa(PBUH) and the Qur'an is Your Eternal Kalam. It is Your speech to us. We do not deny that You have speech, but we deny that Your speech is similar to our speech in any way. Our speech consists of letters and sounds, and our speech has a beginning and end. This is not Your attribute of Speech. And Your attribute of Speech is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 10.Life. Your Life is eternal, like I previously said before IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU TO DIE YA RABB! Ya Allah I could be wrong, but I came up with this philosophy a while ago, and I think it's pretty accurate. I came up with "In order to exist you do not need life, but if you have life than you exist". You have both Ya Rabb. And Your attribute of Life is not similar to the mental impossibiity in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 11.Existence. O Allah, You are Az Zahir(The Manifest) and You are Al Baatin(The Hidden). Ya Allah I cannot see You, I cannot hear You, I cannot even imagine You in my head. But I know that You are there, I do not have a speck of doubt, You Exist! Wanna know how I know that You exist Ya Rabb? Because I exist. So who made me exist? Who? My parents? NO, NO. That's not right, my parents cannot create, only You can. My parents did not specify me with my attributes. If my parents really created me then they will have complete control over me. They did not know that I would grow up to be like this. Ya Allah my father would never allow me to grow up like this if he knew that I was going to grow and smoke weed, or that I would talk back to him. He will not want that. But he did not know Ya Rabb, only You knew. You know all Ya Rabb, and You are the All Hearer!
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 12.Eternity. You are Eternal Ya Rabb. Like I previously stated it is impossible for You to die. Utterly impossible. You are here forever. We are not. The best of Your creation Rasullullah he came and went, he was alive but he is not no more, he's dead Ya Rabb. But YOU ARE HERE! And You will always be here. And Your attribute of eternity is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 13.Power. Ya Rabb, You have Power to do anything that You want. Nothing is beyond You. You have the power for a new baby to be born in the Dunya. But You also have the power to make a stage four cancer patient lose his life on the hospital bed. This is You Ya Rabb. But just because bad things happen we do not say that Your attribute of Power is bad. NO, it is good, You are good, and I love you. And Your attribute of Power is not related to the mental impossbility in any way.
Ya Allah, these are Your attributes. You have these attributes, You created them. But You are not in need of them. And you do not share these attributes with anyone else.
Ya Allah, bless the Angels Ya Rabb. There are soo many Angels, only You know the number of the Angels. But they are all Awliya, they are all Your rightly guided slaves. I love them Ya Allah, I love anybody who obeys and follows You. Please bless the Angel that's watching me right now and recording this. Please bless Munkar and Nakir, and make me be able to answer their questions in the grave with a firm heart. Please bless the Angel Jibril Ya Allah, bless him and raise his rank. He is the best of Your Angels. This is because he is the Angel of Revelation. He came to every Prophet and Messenger. Ya Rabb I would never get to see or interact with Jibreel because he only comes to Prophets and I am no Prophet, but I want You to please tell Jibril that I am thinking of him always. But I think of You more, this is because You are my Lord and I love you. You are always on my mind. You see Allah, the Shaytan he comes and goes, but You always stay. And I will never associate partnership with You.
Ya Rabb. It is only Tueday and my sins have already perimitized the entirety of Mount Uhud. Ya Rabb, I call upon You O Al Afuuw(The Pardoner)(Forgiver), At Tawaab(Acceptor of repentance),Ar-Raheem(The Most Merciful)
Ya Rabb, what are my sins:
Ya Rabb those are all sins. Those are sins that I have done Ya Rabb, I DID THEM. ME Ya Rabb. I comitted those heinous sins and I regret having done them why? Because I have disobeyed my Lord, my Lord is so Kind and Merciful to me, He gives me everything, and He does not have to. All that he asks of me is not to do these "petty sins", and I try Ya Rabb, I really do... But I'm weak! I am a worthless and disgusting creation, I am nothing Ya Allah. I am not able to fight my hedonistic nature. And ik that these sins are not impossible to refrain from because Prophet Muhammad (SAWS) did not do these sins, and he was a man just like me, JUST LIKE ME!
Forgive me Ya Rabb! I have done many sins. Ya Rabb, You are the Most Forgiving, You love to forgive, so forgive me. Forgive me Ya Allah, these sins of mines they are nothing. Just forgive them and convert them all into good deeds Ya Rabb. This is the LAST TIME YA RABB! I'm done doing these sins, I'm done acting like this and being this way. I'm tired! I don't wanna be a disobedient slave no more. I promise You Ya Allah I WILL NEVER LOOK AT ANOTHER GIRL'S BACKSIDE AGAIN, OR DO ANY OF THOSE ABOVE MENTIONED SINS!
Ya Allah, bless me! Please make my last words be the Shahada and allow me to die in a state of submission to You. Protect me and bless me Ya Rabb, grant me Jannah! I know that I don't deserve it but please have mercy on me and grant it to me.
Ya Allah, bless my mother and father. Please forgive them for all their sins and grant them long life.
Ya Allah, bless my future children and prevent them from ever associating any partnership with You. Please allow my children to be Muslims and let them all be better than me!
Ya Allah bless my wife(s). I don't have her yet but ik she's out there. I love her Ya Rabb. Give her to me and don't take her away, please. I BEG YOU!
Ya Allah MY SPINEE! It hurts Ya Rabb. I was doing pushups and situps this morning for the sake of You because the Prophet Muhammad SAWS told me that this body that i have is not mines, he told me that it's a trust from You, and i have to take care of it. So every morning before Fajr i do 225 pushups and some sit ups. So this morning after I heard the Adhan for Fajr go off I went and did the pushups and sit ups like a good slave in order to please my Lord.. Afterwards I went to the bathroom for Ghusl and to make Wudu and then my spine just started hurting. The pain is excruciating Ya Rabb, I am not even able to lie down properly and go to sleep. Ya Rabb I know that You are not in need of sleep and You are always Khabeer(All-Aware), but please Ya Rabb, sleep is something that I need, because I am a weak creation. Please take this back pain away. You are Able
Ya Rabb I ain't even gon hold You, i want a wife to cultivate my seeds and increase the Muslim population for the sake of You! But... I don't wanna lose her Ya Rabb. I don't want You to give her to me, and then I fall in love with her, and then You take her away from me. I'm not saying that will happen, but I'm just saying, I'm scared. And Your Will is impossible to know. And You are the All Hearer
Please make her have long hair and a large backside Ya Rabb. You are Able!
Ya Allaha the gay nggas in this Dunya have taken over. THEY'RE ALL OVER YA RABB. Protect me from them! Ya Allah You have to kill them, because if You do not then they're going to go to every kindergarten class and say: "go ahead Timothy, there's nothing wrong with you having feelings for another boy. You can get a boyfriend if you want Timothy"
This is their mentality Ya Rabb. They're going to justify and legitimize homosexuality. And then they're going to say that they are only spreading God's message. "God put these feelings in us, He was the one to make us gay, if it was really a major sin then He wouldn't make us like this"
This is how they think Ya Rabb. You have to make them all catch aids and die. Please Rabb, You are Able!
Bless Hajj Amin Ya Rabb. Forgive him for his sins and grant him entry into Jannah Tul Firdos. Ya Rabb Hajj Amin came for the Khutbah at Jummah at the Mosqe at 4431 Walnut St. Philadelphia, PA. He sat down quietly and he saw me, and then he smiled at me and shook my hand, he smiled at me and said "AS SALLAMU ALAIKUM" and he shook my hand with both his hands, not one, but two Ya Allah. He is a pious Muslim Ya Rabb. Forgive him for all his sins and grant him entry into Jannah Tul Firdos, forgive him for all his sins Ya Rabb! PLEASE I BEG YOU!!
My Brother Shakur is a pious Muslim Ya Allah. He followed me and stood on top of the hill and said "HEY!" then he ran towards me and he gave me the bottle of oil, I said "no brother, I can't I don't have any money" and then he said "no, no, take it, it's free, for you" and what did he say as he was turning and leaving Ya Allah, he said "For the sake of Allah". Ya Allah, he is a pious Muslim. Why did he do that? Did he do for me? Did he do it for himself? No Allah, he did it for You Ya Rabb. He knows that is a deed that you accept and will reward him for. Ya Rabb please, I beg of you, bless him! Grant him long life, grant him happiness. Bless his children and entire family.
Ya Allah bless Shaykh Sayf and Shaykh Ahmad they both give me so much knowledge. And I don't pay them Ya Rabb. I don't give them any money. They just give me kowledge and more knowledge. Bless them Ya Rabb! Grant them long life and bless their entire family.
Ya Allah, Hajj Anwar is a pious Muslim. Every time that I go for Jummuah at 4431 Walnut St. he is always the first one that I see there, he really loves you Ya Rabb and he wants for You to accept him. Please protect him from every type of evil and give him long life.
Ya Allah, bless Muhammad please Ya Rabb! Anyone whose name is Muhammad bless them Ya Rabb, and protect them. Bless Shaykh Muhammad and his father, and bless Mustapha. Bless them all and give them long life and let good things happen to them.
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