Ya Allah, I usually do this every Friday morning after my morning Fajr prayer, but I won't have time this week because I have class. Please accept.
I start with Your name Ya Rabb. YOU ARE ONE! I will never associate partnership with You. I call upon You O Hameed(All-Praised), O Allah I praise you constantly and daily but You don't need me to praise You, You don't need my worship Ya Rabb. You don't need any human or Jinn to worship You Ya Rabb, You don't even need the Angels to worship You, and the Angels are more in number than the humans and jinn combined. But You don't need their worship, You don't need the worship of any one. So why do I worship You? That's a rhetorical question Ya Rabb. That's like somebody asking me "why do you breathe?" I worship You because You are my Lord and You are the only deity that is worthy of being worshipped. How can I not worship You? You created me for godsake, and You give me all these provisions and endowments in which You are not obligated to give. You don't have to do anything for me, nothing at all. But You still do, You give me life, eyes, hands, YOU GAVE ME HANDS YA ALLAH! THANK YOU YA RABB. Thank You so much for giving me hands and a face and I love You for giving these to me. This is why I worship You, because of who You are! Keep it a bean Ya Allah another reason why I worship You is because I don't want You to kill me. I DON'T WANNA DIE YA RABB! You are the only One Who can take my life. But You haven't, You have given me 23 years of life. Ya Allah please give me more. I want more years and I want to be alive for a long time. Ya Allah, You showed the Prophet Muhammad PBUH Paradise, in his lifetime, which is maybe part of the reason why he chose to go so early. Because who wouldn't want to go to Paradise after they have seen it? But Ya Allah, You have not showed me Paradise, I have only heard about it, and I know that it awaits for me Insha'llah. But I don't want it now, I wanna be alive for longer and gather up a lot of good deeds so my spot in Jannah can be secured Insha'llah! So I praise you constantly and constantly, the reason why I exist is solely to worship You my Lord, I love You.
And I also worship You because there are some things in this Dunya that I want, and only You can give it to me, this is because You are the only One with Power. So there is cause and effect Ya Rabb. The effect is only caused by You. For example: The people of my father Ibrahim AS wanted to throw him in a fire and burn him to death after he destroyed the idols. So they tied him up and prepared to throw him into the fire. So what happened is that while they were throwing my father into the fire the Angel Jibril came to him and he said "O IBRAHIM, DO YOU NEED HELP?" My father replied and said "From you, no, from Allah YES!" That is when he made Dua to You and he said "Allah is enough for me and he is the best Disposer of affairs." So what happened next Ya Rabb? You said to the fire "O fire become cool, and be a means of peace for young Ibrahim!" So what happened is that the fire did not burn him at all, it did not hurt him. Because the fire can only burn by YOUR PERMISSION The fire has no power, only You are attributed with Power. I love You and I worship You alone with no partners, I will never associate partnership with You, not a speck!
Ya Rabb among the things that I want from You is a beautiful Muslim wife. Please give me a wife so I can cultivate my seeds and increase the Muslim population for the sake of You Ya Rabb, it will be a vast increase Ya Rabb. I wish to have many children Ya Rabb. Imagine if I have like 100 kids, and all of them would be praying and asking for You to bless me and forgive me for my sins. 100 pious Muslims praying to You to forgive me! Wow, please give that to me Ya Rabb.
Also, among the other thing which I want from You is your friendship Ya Rabb. Keep it a bean Ya Allah, I ain't really got any friends, except for the Angels, but they don't really be talking. I am not able to interact with them like I can with You. I love you Ya Allah, please love me back!
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with Eternal 1.Knowledge, Your Knowledge encompasses all Ya Rabb. You are Aleem(All-Knowing) and You are Hakeem(The Most-Wise). Your Knowledge encompasses all Ya Rabb. If it happens then You have knowledge of it happening. If it does not happen then You have knowledge of it not happening. If it's going to happen in the future then You have knowledge of it going to happen in the future, if it already happened then You have knowledge of it already happening. Even if it does not happen You still have knowledge of how it would've been if it did happen. And Your attribute of Knowledge is not related to the mental impossibility
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 2.No-Similarity to the creation. Why would You be like me?? That doesn't make sense, it just doesn't add up. Because the One Who created me cannot be like me. The One Who created me cannot be like anything. Because anything and everything is weak, and if You are weak then You cannot create. Because think about it, You created the sun. Ya Allah, the sun is HUUGEE! How did you do that?? And the sun is only in the first heaven. There are six more heavens above us. And each heaven in relation to the previous one is like a small ring in the ocean. But Ya Allah I'm trying figure out how You managed to create the sun! I will never know Ya Rabb, because my weak human mind cannot fathom Your Greatness.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 3.Oneness. The fundamental message of Islam is Tawheed, monotheism, we only believe in One God, YOU! You're the one I believe in Ya Rabb. I believe in You and I love You, and I will never associate partnership with You.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 4.Will. Everything occurs according to Your Will, and it is Eternal. No one knows Your Will, not even the best of us Prophet Muhammad SAWS. We don't know Your Will but we are ordered to be between fear and hope in Islam. We fear for the worst, and we hope for the best. The best that can happen to us is Paradise, and the worst is Hellfire. The reason why we say Insha'llah is because none of us knows the future but we are optimistic. A brother wishes to get married: Insha'llah may Allah get you married and give you many beautiful children, if a brother does get married we say Mash'allah Allah has willed for You to get married, may He sustain your marriage and give you many children In Islam we always have to be optimistic Ya Rabb, you order us to be. If a brother's wife dies: We say nothing, but what pleases You. Even when Your Prophet's son died, Ibrahim, he grieved heavily, he even cried out in public. But he never lost faith in You, he never lost hope. Because who else could've taken the life of Ibrahim? It was YOU! You take life and You give life. I love You and I will never associate partnership with You. And Your attribute of Will is not related to the mental impossibility.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 5.Hearing. You hear all Ya Rabb. Right now nobody can hear what's going on in my head, only You can. You are As-Sami(All-Hearer) Ya Rabb. Your attribute of Hearing is not similar to the creations' hearing in any way. You are able to Hear without any organs or instruments. What do I need to hear Ya Rabb? I need my ears, which are organs. And what do I need to listen to music, I need my headphones, which are instruments. Ya Allah, You are able to hear without any instrument or organ needed. And Your attribute of Hearing is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 6. Everlasting. You are Baqee Ya Rabb. You do not have a beginning and You have no ending, and I will never associate partnership with You. It is impossible for You to die or for You to not exist at one point. You are forever, and Your attributes are forever. You keep going on and on and You will never end. And Your attrinute of Everlastingness is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 7. Non-neediness. You are completely independent Ya Rabb. You are not in need, and everything other than You is in need of You. I need You. This entire universe is in need of You. You are the sustainer of all. And Your attribute of non-neediness is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 8. Sight. You are Al-Baseer. You see all Ya Rabb. What do I need to see? I need my eyes, which are organs. And what do I need to see even more clear? I need my glasses, which are instruments. Ya Allah this is not You, You See all without any instrument or organ needed.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 9. Speech You spoke to Prophet Musa(PBUH). And the Qur'an is Your Eternal Kalam. Whatever that You want to occur You just say "Be" and it is. Your speech is not like ours. Our speech consists of letters and words, and they have a beginning and an end. Your Speech is not like this. And Your attribute of Speech is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 10. Life.You are Al-Hay(The Ever-Living). Your Life is Eternal, all Your attributes are Eternal. What do I need for life? Well I need a soul, body, organs, etc... This is not like You Ya Rabb. You do not have a soul, organs, a body or anything. Yet You have Life. And Your attribute of Life is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 11. Existence. You exist Ya Rabb! I know You do. You exist with no partners and I worship You alone and I love You. Wanna know how I know that You exist Ya Rabb? Because I exist. So who created me? Who made me exist? There are only three possibilities Ya Allah: Either I created myself, I was created from something else that was created, or there is an All-Powerful All-Mighty Creator Who made me. Was it my parents? Did my parents bring me into existence? NO YA RABB. My parents cannot create. They are only a means of me being put into this Dunya. And Your attribute of existence is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 12. Eternity. You are forever Ya Rabb. It is impossible for You to come to an end. Everything about You is eternal. All Your attributes and Your Life is eternal. But Your creations are not eternal. We all will die. Humans, Jinn, Angels, everything will come to an end except for You. And Your attribute of Eternity is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
Ya Allah I just want You to know that I know that You are attributed with 13. Power. You are Al-Muqtadir Ya Rabb, the All-Powerful. No one else has power but You Ya Rabb. Donald Trump, he is the president of the united states and he is very very wealthy. But does he have power? NO. He is only in a position of power, in which you placed him in. Only You have Power Ya Rabb. And Your attribute of Power is not related to the mental impossibility in any way.
These are Your attributes. You have them and You was the One Who made them and You do not share them with no one else. I worship You alone with no partners and I love You.
Raise the rank of our beloved Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam Ya Rabb. The Holy Prophet PBUH is the best of Your creations. You chose him. You tested him and he passed. Bless him Ya Allah. Bless him and all his kind Al and Companions. Bless me so I can be able to emulate his characteristics so I can be like him and gain Your love and acceptance.
Bless my father Prophet Ibrahim PBUH Ya Rabb. I love my father, he has taught me so much. You have blessed my father from a young age. When he was a young boy and Namrud summoned him he asked him "Who is it that you worship?" And my father said: "I worship Allah alone, the One Who gives life and death." So Namrud said "hey that's me, I can do that." So he brought two prisoners who were on death row, he killed one and he let the other one go, and he said "See that's me, I give life and death." My father was very irritated by Namrud's ignorance, but he thought to himself "Let me just ignore that and let me attack him on something that he cannot retalliate on." He said: "I worship Allah, the One Who brings the sun up from the west and makes it set in the east, if you can bring the sun up from the east then I will denounce my faith and worship you alone." Namrud was defeated Ya Rabb! Because how can he bring the sun up from the east? He doesn't have that power. He is just a man, and men have no power.
Forgive me Ya Rabb. I call upon You O Al-Ghaffar(The constantly forgiving)) Ya Allah You are the Most-Merciful, You love to forgive, so forgive me please! What are my sins Ya Rabb:
1. I watched porn and masterbated and ejaculated Ya Rabb
2. I watched porn again and masterbated and ejaculated Ya Rabb
3. I watched porn again and masterbated and ejaculated Ya Rabb
4. I watched porn again and masterbated and ejaculated Ya Rabb
5. I watched porn again and masterbated and ejaculated Ya Rabb
6. This girl she had on her Hijab Ya Rabb. She was just walking down the street not bothering anybody and I starred at her backside Ya Rabb, and I kept starring
7. I smoked weed and got high Ya Rabb
These are all sins Ya Rabb, You have prohibited these things, but I still did them. No one is to blame but me, I have transgressed beyond my limits. I have wronged myself and I am sorry. I regret having done these sins because I have disobeyed my Lord and that's the only reason why I regret doing them. And I intend to never do them again. Please forgive me. I worship You alone with no partners and I love You.
1. Please bless me and love me Ya Rabb. I'm lovable, I really am. Bless me in this Dunya and the Akhira, bless me in whatever I do. Give me long life. Grant me Jannah, I know that I don't deserve it but please have mercy on me.
2. Bless my mother Ya Rabb. She is all alone in that country suffering, she has nobody but You. please take care of her and make it easy for her. Please don't let her struggle Ya Rabb. She's my mother. This woman bore me and took care of me while I was young and she loved me, and she still does, because a mother's love for her child never dies. I haven't seen her in over 17 years, please bless me to be able to bring her to this country and take care of her and her children, and build her a house, and kiss her feet. I love her Ya Rabb, I love my mother.
3. Bless my father Abu Bakarr Mansaray Ya Rabb. Forgive him for all his sins. This man suffered for me Ya Rabb. He brought me to this country and he took care of me up until now. I forgive him for everything Ya Rabb, and I do not have any enmity in my heart for him. Please bless him and give him long life. I used to walk with him Ya Rabb, back in Freetown. I remember when I was like 3 or 4 I would hold his hands and me and him used to walk long distances, he would even take me to the Mosque. I forgive him for everything Ya Rabb, because he has showed me that he has changed. Surely if You can forgive Umar ibn Al Kathab then You can forgive him.
4. Please bless my father and me find a place in which we can live. Right now I don't like the condition that I am in. You know the condition that I am in. Take me out of this instability Ya Rabb
5. Please bless my father and me to find a place in which we can live. Right now I don't like the condition that I am in. You know the condition that I am in. Take me out of this instability Ya Rabb
6. Please fight my sister Fatmata Mansaray Ya Rabb, PUNISH HER. Because she hates Your Religion. All that she cares about is Beyonce and Kim Khardashian. All that she cares about is taking pictures and putting them on Facebook and Snapchat. She replaces the love that should be reserved in her heart solely for You and she puts a creation in there, Ya Allah is that not Shirk? She disrespects my father and curses at him, after he suffered for her and brought her to this country, he even slept inside the bushes for her Ya Allah. She does not uphold ties of kinship with me, her own brother. I asked her to buy me some soap and give me transportation money to go to school and she told me no. And I got into an argument with her and she told me to get all my clothes and leave her apartment, she's bad Ya Allah, please punish her. I call upon You O Ad Daar. O Al Mudhill. I call upon You O Jabbar. You are the only One Who can Compell her into joining Your Religion. Because if she was Muslim then she would not have all these bad characteristics.
She has the sin of arrogance Ya Rabb. She displays a characteristic in which Iblis was the first to manifest. Ya Allah You hate those who are arrogant. When she was back in Africa she had ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. She could not even afford to buy clothes to put on her back or draws. Now that she has come to "America" she has completely forgot where she came from. She looks down on others because she feels that she is better because she has more money, or more friends on Facebook. Strip her of her wealth and everything she posesses. Bring her back down to where she came from and make her remember, because she has forgotten
7. Please make Salamatu Tunkara catch Chlamydia and Breast Cancer and Aids Ya Rabb. Make something really bad happen to her. But please don't take her life and don't make her children suffer as a result for her sins. Please make something really bad happen to her. I forgive her for everything. But I will never forget how she treated me in that house, You know Ya Allah, You are Hakam(The Judge)
8. Please bless me to go to Your House at 4431 Walnut St. Philadelphia PA on Friday for Jummah. Please Ya Rabb, my iniquities are too many, I need to repent to You
9.Please bless me to get a wife with long black hair and a large backside Ya Rabb, You are Able!
10. Please bless me with my school Ya Allah, allow me to pass my class with an A+!
AAMEN! That's it Ya Rabb. That's all I need from You Ya Allah, I don't wanna ask for too much and burden You
I FELL YA RABB! IT HURTS! THE PAIN!!! I was walking home to fulfill my obligatory Asr prayer and I fell and hurt my spine, it hurts Ya Rabb. Please heal it
AAMEN!
Also Ya Allah You Know best if an Oreo pizza is invented. But even if it's not I really want it Ya Rabb, I been fiending for it. Please give it to me Ya Rabb, I love You and You are one. AAMEN!
I want an octopus for a pet, I love You and You are One
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