I was high as shit walking to school this morning
It was cold af, like 8 degrees, the walk was like 3 hours
I was like fuuukk itt!
I had to pray Fajr in the woods, I kept falling because it was soooooo coollddd
The whole time I was thinking, Prophet Muhammad PBUH used to be doing this EVERY SINGLE DAY!!
I left my crib at 2:30am in the morning, and I reached school at like 7:45
I had to take a few stops, to catch my breath cuz it was soooooo cooollddd
And that walk was mad arduous
Masha'Allah I made it tho, safely!
My whole body is tired and worn out tho, I think ima sleep for like 19 hours
💂bro why you take that long ass walk? Why you ain't just tell your dad to drop you off?
💡 😞 what dad???
Oh you talking about the man who had sex with my mom 23 years ago and caused her to be pregnant with me?
You talking about him????
That ain't my fukkin dad!
He's not my father
A father is somebody who cares for his child, helps his child
What kind of father would let his son walk in an 8 degrees weather for 3 hours to school at 2:30am in the morning??
None!
No father would do that... to his own son!
That ngga ain't my father, I'm an orphan!
He even told me that I'm not his dad. He said "no no don't call me Apa, I am not your dad"
Clearly, there are test results... that prove that you're my father
You only want to be my father when I'm being good to you and obey you
But once I start admonishing you and telling you some rs you gon say "you are disrespectful"
There's a difference between giving some disrespect... and giving someone intellect
I'm tryna give you intellect, I'm trying school you. WHY DON'T YOU WANNA LEARN?
PRIDE AND ARROGANCE!
"I don't want to learn from my son!"
Lmaoo... fine, don't learn from me
God will teach you!
This ngga gon tell me: "your mom was so open when I had sex with her!"
Lucky I ain't fukkin steal him, punch him in the throat
Dumb btch!
Don't ever talk about my mom!
I was able to put up with it tho... I'm used to it
This ngga been saying shyt like that to me ever since I was like seven
"YOUR MOTHER IS A WHORE!! SHE'S A PROSTITUTE!"
Okkkk...... but you chose to marry her and have children with her
Who df held a gun to your head and forced you??
And then this ngga gon say "I blame God. He was the one who did this to me"
And then I was like "so God didn't do any good for you, by creating you?"
He gon say "no, I wish I had never been created!"
😂
This ngga 55 years old!!
And he don't know, how to use his tongue
This is why, it's good to start practicing Islam at an early age
Do you think if he was Muslim for all his life he would be like this?
He's only like this because that's all he knows
Use him as inspiration
Who nobody should ever be like
He got all the worst characteristics, he picks his nose, he yells, he's hot tempered
And... his dick don't work!
This ngga gotta dysfunctional penis!
He can't get a boner
If you ask him he'll tell you "it was God who did this to me"
Ok... this is true, because God is responsible for doing everything, now... you are not stupid... at least I don't think, use your fukkin sense
Why tho?? Why did God take your dick away?
The doctor told him that he had prostate cancer due to his heavy smoking of cigarretes, so they told him that he had to get surgery
The surgery went wrong lol
Think about it tho...
Why tho?? Why did God take your dick away?
💡 Because... he sees that you are no longer fit to be a father
So he took your dick away
Dumb bitch
Don't ever talk about my mom, wtf is wrong with you?
But I didn't let that ngga get in the way of my prayer, Fajr, which is the most important prayer of the day
I had to pray it in the woods tho
ALSO TODAY
My father wanted me to marry this one girl, and I agreed because I wanted to make him happy
But keep it a bean... I don't really want her, I wanna marry HER INSTEAD 😘, my baby Annabelle
She's so beautiful, and her hair smells nice
I'm glad that my father finally cleared and put my heart at ease
Cuz I didn't know how df I was going to break it to him 😕
Then, today we got into an argument
And you know how that ngga gets when he's angry, he says ANYTHING!
so he told me that: "she never really wanted to marry u she was just 'toying', she was just playing games. She's a good Muslim girl and she would never marry someone like me who smokes weed all the time
I'm SO GLAD THAT HE CLEARED THAT UP!
Cuz frfr, I was..... skeptical about her keep it a bean
But now that he made that clear 😊
That's fine, I'm sure I can find a girl to marry who will put up with my smoking habits
I just didn't want to like... disappoint her or her mother
Cuz I already told them that I will marry her
But now that my father has told me that she was just playing. YESS!!
Now I can proceed to my baby Annabelle
And also, another one of the reasons why I don't wanna marry the girl that my father selected for me
She's too... plain... in a good way
Boring... in a good way
She wouldn't be replying to my messages!
I would tell her like: "you're so beautiful"
And she NEVER replied back
I don't like that, I don't like girls like that
Those are the ones that are stuck up and prideful
When I give you a compliment, yes, I could be lying
I could be saying that "you're beautiful" just to get some pussy
This is true
But STILL!
I'm still telling you something nice!
Show your appreciation, tell me thank you, say "aaww" or some shit
Don't just, not say anything!
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