I prayed Asr already
Sometimes I be forgetting
But it's cool tho, if you forget Allah forgives
This ngga Justin Bieber fucked Miley Cyrus
That ngga fukkin all them little white btches
I wanna have a threesome with Kehlani and Halsey
I'll take both them btches down fr!
My dck fat and long
819 is "!-!-!-!-!"
So is 852
So is 419 & 452
The Prophet Muhammad does not speak out of his own mind
Everything that comes out of his mouth is revelation from "God"
So it's pointless for one to say "I follow the Qur'an but disregard the Sunnah"
You sound stupid
If you follow the Qur'an then you HAVE to follow the Sunnah
A lot of the times some things bother me that I don't speak of
Only Allah knows
He is the Knower of Subtleties
"AL-LATEEF"
I think
Teenagers and young adults rule the population
But the older people make decisions regarding the young
Why is that? Because they were young once too. Old people were young once but young people were never old
So they are fit to play leadership roles
This is why all the president of the United States were old af
I don't wanna get old
But I don't wanna die young
Idk what I want
I wanna get married!
I wanna have kids
Start a family
I'm gonna be the best dad!
"HEY SON DO YOU WANNA PLAY CATCH WITH YOUR OLD MAN?" 😁
He'd be like "SURE DAD!"
Then we gon go outside and play catch
He gon throw the ball, but a little too hard
I'ma try to catch it, that jawn gon hit me on the face
My nose will start bleeding
Then he gon be like "Sorry Dad!"
I'ma be like "It's cool son, don't sweat it"
Then the Adhan for Asr will go off
We'll both go inside to pray
He will lead!
I think it's funny as hell when girls get their heart broken and then they make a song about that shit 😂
They be soooooo mad! Cddffuuppp
I don't like being used
Nor do I like when people try to scare me, or play me for a fool
I'm no fool! Even though I was born on April 1st
This guy this morning gave me two cigarettes and he asked me how I'm doing
Such a nice man, may Allah bless him!
Not because he gave me cigarettes, but because he asked me how I'm doing
I get very pensive when I'm listening to music or when I'm alone
Only Jason keeps me company, but this ngga boring af
Why you so boring bruh?
💂I let you talk bro
Sdfup
You's a bitch
💂 Okay
Even when I get married, I won't be telling my wife everything
I will tell her a lot... But not everything
Not because I don't love you
There are just some things that a man has to keep to himself
And plus if I tell you, you'd prolly think I'm like crazy or some shyt
I need a cigarette
I need some head
I need to eat
I'm hungry as shyt
All these things that I need
But Allah! He is Ghaniy
He is not in need!
He doesn't need us, He cares very little for us
He only cares about the pious Muslims
If one of us dies, He will destroy the whole world
This is why I urge you all to be Muslims
Just say this: ASH HADU AN LA ILLAHA!
I'm hungry as shyt
Getting tattoos and piercings is Haraam in the Religion
Because it's changing the way that Allah has made you
Allah doesn't like change, WE DO
But He doesn't
So knowing that, why df should I change?
I'm gonna keep smoking weed, smoking cigarettes, watching porn till the day I DIE!
I-will-never-change
May Allah bless Dave
I don't even feel like watching porn and masterbating tonight
That shyt gets boring after a while
The same routine n shyt, watch porn, wake up for Fajr, take a shower, pray and be like "Ya Allah forgive me Ya Rabb"
I mean He always forgives because He is Ghaffar
But I'm tired of sinning bruh
Plus I'm still in a state of Wudu
So you know what that means right?
"Allah will send an Angel down to watch over me until I wake up in the morning"
There is a difference between "Ghaffor" and "Ghaffar"
The difference is: Ghaffor means He is forgiving, but not repeatedly, just once
Ghaffar is He is ALWAYS forgiving
My brother Mufti Menk taught me that
What else? 🤔
Allah is... Muiz!
"The bestower of honor"
Yeesssss I was right!
And Allah is Ar-Raffii
"The exalter"
He raises the rank of whoever He chooses!
He chooses, not us
Also I decided I'm gonna stop cursing from now on
Cuz who told you fuckers that it's okay to have a potty mouth??
I prayed Isha and I asked Allah to bless Dave
I finally understand now...
Just because somebody is not Muslim does not mean that you can't gain knowledge from them
My professor Ann Marie is not Muslim, and she taught me HTML and how to make an entire website
💂 Even though you was high the entire time
That's not the point bro!
The point is... There is so much knowledge out there, you just gotta know where to get it from
The most important knowledge is knowledge of Tawheed
"The Oneness of Allah"
You can attain that knowledge from your local Masjid
And then you can go to school and learn other knowledge, if you wish
School is good!
The Prophet Muhammad SAWS was illiterate, he was unable to read or write
But does that mean he was dumb?
FAAAAACCKK NOOO!
No Prophet of Allah was simple minded or ignorant, they were all intelligent and smart!
It will be blasphemy to say that they were dumb
Knowledge is good bro,
It's not cool to be stupid
Go to school, get your edumacation
But frfr, you don't need school to get knowledge
It's just better
But knowledge is all around you
Look at me... They banned me from college and I'm still gaining more knowledge everyday
💂Why they ban you bro?
Cuz I took my shirt off and was asking girls for money so I can buy some food
That ngga Charles Schnur was like "if you ever come to campus again I will notify the police!"
Cdfuupp 😂
I was high bro!
That's why I kept asking them little btches for money n shyt
I had munchies n shyt
I shouldn't have taken my shirt off tho, that's outta pocket
Naw but ants were crawling over my body bro!
I felt that shit
This ngga Tyron got nooooooo btchhheeesss
I told him "bro gimme some of your btches"
He gon talk about some "I got this tranny for you"
Dffff
I don't want no damn tranny
I want a girl with a vagina df
I taught that ngga how to roll a blunt
I used to get high with that ngga all the time
Now he wanna be all good and stop smoking n shyt
He's a biittcchh bro
There are three lives
The first is this life, in the Dunya(world)
This life is also the shortest
And then there's life in the grave
You either get punishment or enjoyment in the grave
The pious Muslim gets enjoyment, the Non-Muslim gets torture
The Angels will hit you in the head with a hammer and the sound is so loud that if we were able to hear it, we would never be able to get any peace
This sound, all can hear it except for the humans and jinn
The Messenger of Allah SAWS used to be able to hear the sound
He would walk by graveyards and just hear the Angels smashing people in the head with hammers
The third life is the life in the Akhira(Hereafter)
Heaven or hell
Choose one:
I choose heaven bruh
Idk bout you!
I goooottt itt broooooooooo!!
😲
Ik what's gonna happen now
Jason is gonna start fukkin with some drug dealers up N. Philly, and he's gonna start selling drugs, at that time Christy has given birth to little Muhammad
Then Jason is gonna get shot and he dies, but Abdul makes Dua to Allah and asks Him to bring Jason back in exchange for his life
Allah agrees, but Abdul doesn't die, he almost does but doesn't
He has a brain aneurysm and is in a coma and hospitalized in the ICU
That's where he meets Jamirah, in the hospital
I was gonna make it Mirrah but idgaf about that btch, she broke my heart
Fuck that btch
But idk if whether Jamirah is going to be a nurse in the hospital, or a patient.
Idk... Allah knows best!
I wanna finish this shit, before I turn 33
I'ma keep writing
Inshallah I won't die
Allah is Mannii
He is Al Muhaymin
He is al-Mumin
May Allah bless Tymir
He gave me a cigarette and some food this morning
May Allah bless him, not because he gave me a cigarette but because he gave me some food
This ngga Drake really did a whole album that's 25 tracks long
That's not easy to do bro
Having patience is obligatory in the Religion
There are three types of patience
1. Patience in doing the obligatory acts, like praying, fasting, etc..
2. Patience in avoiding sins. Like to refrain from drinking, smoking, and other sinful acts. That's not easy to do bruh. But that is why Allah is Ghaffaar
3. Patience with calamities
Like when someone dies you don't start rolling on the ground like "WHYTYYY??"
I'm not saying you can't cry, that's not showing impatience
You just can't question Allah's Qadr
Prophet Muhammad cried when his son Ibrahim died
One guy got pricked by a thorn and he was patient for the sake of Allah
And Allah forgave him for all his sins
I overslept and missed dinner
"That ngga not going to sleep, he bouta watch some damn porn and jerk off"
😂 You damn skippy btch!!"
I'm thinking about Dave
They really gon kick him out
Wtf did he do?
The other kid started the fight
I don't like that shyt bruh, it's unfair treatment
Wtf bro! That shyt is nutty
I don't want that ngga to be out in the street
Dave cool as shyt
I wish I could help him out bro, but I'm in the same predicament as him
I have no power whatsoever
Wtf should I do bro?
💂 Call upon the One with Power
Who's that?
💂ALLAH BRO!
Oh yeah
Ya Allah, I call upon You
You are Muqsit(Just, Equitable)
And You are al-Waliy(The Friend, Helper)
Ya Allah, please help Dave. He's my friend God please
I know that You are the best of helpers
Please make it easy for him Ya Rabb
You are enough!
You think He heard me?
💂 Of course bro
But I just watched porn and jerked off, and I didn't pray Maghrib or Isha today
You think...
💂Yes, don't even finish that sentence bro, it's already done. Just make Dua and leave the rest to Him
This ngga Tymir know the whole Fatiha
Some music pierces though my heart
Cuz I can feel that shyt
I feel the artist's emotion when I'm listening
I like when people show emotions
Cuz at the end of the day we're not fukkin robots
We are human beings!
When people show emotions in their music I can feel it
Kelly Clarkson- Catch my breath
Perfect example
Most people aren't able to understand emotions
Only the realest of the real
I re-read everything before I send or post it. Wouldn't wanna say nothing out of pocket
DONALD TRUMP DON'T LIKE BLACK PEOPLE!
💂 That's not even out of pocket bro. That's the truth
Ik, that's why I said it
I fulfilled Asr, now I can die in peace
Lol
There comes a time in a person's life when he don't care about the present life, their only concern is future generations. That is true maturity.
That's how the Prophet Muhammad was. His only concern was for the future
At Ta'if they pelted him with stones until his feet bled
The Angels of the mountains came to him and said "give us the word and we will crush them all!"
But he was like "no, because even if they refuse to believe, their children might believe."
So he was worried about the future
May Allah bless Abdul Hafeez
He gave me the Mushaf
I also learned something new today, "you have to be in a state of Wudu to touch the Mushaf"
But what about the English translation of the Qur'an? Do you still have to be in a state of Wudu to touch it?
Allah knows best!
I'm just gonna use my common sense, because Islam is a Religion that corresponds with the common sense of the human mind.
I have arrived to the conclusion that "You do not have to be in Wudu to touch the English translation of the Qur'an, but it's better if you are"
What's his name was going to kill Prophet Muhammad
Umm... Umar ibn Al Kathab!
The second Caliph after Abu Bakr
He was walking to go kill our Prophet
He was really going to kill him!
He saw his sister on the way. She was secretly reading verses of the Qur'an. So Umar asks her "what are you doing?"
She gets very scared and says "it's nothing"
Umar then gets angry and slaps her across the face, her lip busts open and she starts bleeding.
Idk what happens next but... Something happens, Umar wants to read the verses of the Qur'an but his sister draws back the tablet and says "no you cannot read this, you're dirty"
But Umar wants to read it very bad
So what happens next?
Umar goes home and takes a full body bath/ghusl and then he comes back and reads it
That was Umar ibn al Kathab. The 2nd Caliph
1. Abu Bakr
2. Umar ibn al Kathab
3. ibn Affan
4. Imam Ali ibn Abu Tallib (he's my favorite)
All four of the rightly guided caliphs were killed and martyred
Idk... I think. I need to review. I don't have no data on my phone so I can't double check on the internet
Islam got so much history tho, it's amazing
It's not a boring Religion
But yeah... So you have to be really mature to be more concerned about the future than the present life
Not me!!
I be like YOLO!
"I wanna get my dck sucked now!"
"I wanna get high now!"
"I wanna fuck a baby in this btch now!"
I hate waiting, and I have no patience
I overslept and almost missed dinner
I prayed Maghrib tho
My Wudu wasn't broken cuz it wasn't a deep sleep
Only deep sleep breaks your Wudu
My teacher Shaykh Sayf taught me that
Things that break your Wudu are the following
-emission of gas (if you fart, but only if you hear or smell it)
-emission of urine (if you pee)
-emission of stool (if you take a shit)
-emission of meni (if you bust a nut or ejaculate, in this case you are under major ritual impurity and need to do a full body bath)
Only those things nullify your Wudu, nothing else!
Semen in Arabic is called "meni"
So I was fukkin this Arabic btch right...
Actually, no
I can't say that
Making fun of the Arabic language in any way is blasphemy, because it's the language that the Qur'an was written in
Wassaaammaaaa ee wa ma banaha
Surah Ash Sham
Make it incumbent upon yourself to rectify your intention before committing a good deed
"Why am I eating?"
"In order to gain energy to pray Asr"
"Why am I brushing my teeth?"
"In order for my mouth to be clean while I pray Maghrib"
"Why am I sleeping with my wife?"
"In order to cultivate my seeds and increase the population of the Muslims"
The rewards are EVERYWHERE!
Sometimes it's good to just sit down and think...
Think about God
Think about life
Think about your parents
My dad's an asshole
But I still think about him
I have a lot of prayers and fasts to make up
I missed the whole Ramadan, cuz I went to jail
💂 Still gotta make it up bro
But it wasn't my fault
💂 Still gotta make it up
I ain't even do nothing bro!
I'm going to sleep, goodnight!
I wanna go to Cuba
I need some new friends...
Ok, so this is Jason>>>> 💂
I need a girl now 🤔
This little btch >>>>> 👸
Her name is Beatrice
Beatrice is a princess, Jason wanna fuck her
💂I don't. Wanna fuck her
FUCK HER DUDE!!
SHOVE IT UP HER ASS!
👸 I'm not even that type of GIRL!
Sdfup that's what every girl says
👸 I'm not "every girl"
Oh you different?
👸 Call it however you like
...
Can I tell you something?
👸 What?
I like you
👸Oh. I like me too
No like, I wanna be with you
👸Why?
Cuz I like you, and I think you're beautiful
👸 You don't even know me, and I don't even know you
What would you like to know?
👸 What's your name?
Abdul.
👸 How old are...
Hold up, this what we gon do. You ask me a question and I ask you, we go back and forth ok?
👸K.
My turn, I'ma ask you. And you gotta answer truthfully okay?
👸Okay
Umm... Let's see. 🤔
Do you ever think about DEATH?
👸Umm... No
Do you want to practice witchcraft with me?
💂 That's Shirk bro
What's that?
💂Shirk is tantamount to blasphemy
😰
👸 Is it my turn?
...
Yeah
👸 Tell me about yourself, what do you like to do?
Umm... Not much really
I like to pray, eat, write books, smoke weed, get FUCKED UP!
👸 How old r you?
24.
👸 You needa stop getting fucked up, you're too old for that
You know you just asked me like three questions in a row right? And NO! I ain't too old for nothing
How old r you? May I ask?
👸19.
...
You're totally old enough to get fucked. Hey, would you like to smoke weed with me?
👸No. I don't do that
-lights the blunt, hands it to her
"Just take one puff, it's gonna make you feel good I promise"
They almost miss lunch
Christy gets into a fight with that girl from 1st period
I fucks with Hopsin and Ab-Soul
They're both underrated af
But they both have... A fukked up theological concept
This ngga Hopsin don't even believe in God
Hopsin- ill mind of Hopsin 5
And this ngga Ab-Soul think God's a girl n shyt
Ab-Soul- God's a girl
Nevertheless, they both dope tho
But God... Is not a girl
Calling Him that would be blasphemy
Because it's saying that He is weak
Because girls are weak yes?
Calling Him a man would also be blasphemy
Because men are weak
The only reason why we label Him as "He" is because He has male attributes and names
Like "Qawwiyy" - the Most Strong
"Al Muqtadir" Powerful
There's a lot of things that men and women cannot do
But God is... Able to do all
Meek Mill- Glow up
I don't even wanna go to DCCC no more
This ngga Charles Schnur banned me and told me that he gon call the cops on me if I go back there cddffuupp
There are other colleges
I can just get my credits transferred
I don't wanna live with my sister or anybody else
Just by myself, that's how I like it
I can't live with my sister cuz she's devious, she's chaniving, she's a snake
This ngga Tyron said he moved to Tennessee. Lying ass ngga he ain't move to no damn Tennessee
Idgaf about anything anymore, I just wanna FUKKIN DIE!
Ain't shyt going my way, fuck my sister, fuck this homeless shelter, fuck my school!
I just wish for once Allah will answer my prayer and kill me in my sleep
Dumbass btch, that hoe want us to live together so that she can be the man of the house. Make decisions like "no smoking in the house, no bringing company over, no girls over n shyt"
Who df does that btch think she is? Dumbass fatass hoe
I wanna be BY MYSELF!
Live alone, eat alone, pray alone, make Dhikr alone
Just me and my Lord, that's how I like it
It's all about "happiness"
If you're not happy, than what is the purpose for life?
I'm not happy, at all
I haven't been happy ever since I came to this country when I was like six
Cuz when I came here my dad started beating me n shyt, cussing at me, mentally abusing me and all this shit
Only time I ever remember being happy was when I was like four and I used to be with my mom and I would sit down on the floor and watch her as she cut cassava leaf with the knife in her hand and she would look at me and smile, I'll smile back 😀
And she would say "Papa, do you need anything?"
Ever since I came to this country I've just been depressed and miserable af
Look at all the habits I picked up here, smoking weed, cigarettes, watching porn
Even though at that time we were dirt poor and lived in a one bedroom shack, those were the happiest moments of my life
I gotta go to the library today
They open up at 11am
Last week I went thinking that they open up at 10
I was sawdy as shyt, I had to wait a whole hour!
I love early mornings. It's the best time to do Dhikr
The Prophet Muhammad used to pray Fajr and sit down at his place of prayer afterwards and just remember Allah until the sun rises
Not me! I need a blunt and cigarette, then I sit down and remember Allah
💂 That's the Shaytan you're remembering bro
💂 How you gon remember Allah while you're high and intoxicated?
💂 You need to have a clear mind
Idc, Allah is Ghaffaar
💂 The Shaytan is a deceiver
Your mom look like a fatass wide receiver!
💂 Don't follow the footsteps of the Shaytan bro, he will lead you to destruction
I followed the footsteps of your mom guess where she led me?
Right outside of Old Country Buffet
👸oommgg!! 😂😂
Shut up Beatrice, you're fat too!
👸 No I'm not! Don't start with me Abdul
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