THOUGHTS

10-04-18





That shyt feels good


-what??


Being Muslim


This ngga gotta fukkin dress on


Smhh


That shit not funny I'ma go to hellfire


SHE'S A WHOREEEE! !!


suck this fukkin dck you whore!


YOU'RE A WHORE!


I HATE YOU I LOVE YOU BTCH


Women are half of the Ummah and they give birth to the other half


Never belittle the sisters


It is part of the evil nature of the human being to be judgmental


Btch ima smoke and get high the first opportunity I get


Smh, this ngga must think I'm like stupid or something


I ask him for $5 and he tells me "I can't do it I only have $20 in my card, they won't let me take out less than $20 for Wells Fargo "


😞


Yeah you're right about that, they won't let you take out less than $20


IN THE ATM!!


But you can easily go inside the bank and ask the bank teller to give you like $7 df


So don't tell me that "you can't do it" just tell me that "you don't want to do it" df


I hate when mfs play with my intelligence


I'M NOT FUKKIN STUPID!


Never gonna ask that ngga for nothing ever again. It's obvious that he doesn't want to help. I guess he must think like ima buy weed with his money or some shit df.


I'ma smoke and get high WITH MY MONEY DF


I'm not gonna use you to take me into hellfire df


We live off caloric energy


5 DOLLARS THOUGH??


I mean I can understand if I'm asking you for like 40 or $50. BUT I'M ASKING YOU FOR $5


And you gon tell me "oh I can't do it, I only have $20 in my card "


😑.. do you hear yourself??


20 IS GREATER THAN 5!!!!


Tell me that "u don't want to do it" but don't fukkin tell me "I don't have it"


YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU AIN'T GOT $5?? WOOOOW


that's crazy


I'm not even hungry fr


I'm not feeling today at all


I just wanna go to Jummuah and that's it


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Good Morning


Today's Friday yay


I love Fridays, I love my life


I love being Muslim most of all


Its awesome


yay


It can't be bad if Allah ordained it


Keep it a bean, I feel like shit


May Allah bless my father, may He give him long life


I love my father Ya Rabb


May Allah bless my father and make all of his dreams and wishes come true


May Allah give my father a long life, full of joy and happiness


May Allah bless that kid that always greeted me in the morning omw to the bus stop


May Allah give him long life and may He forgive him for all his sins


How did the uncle if the Messenger PBUH "Hamza", how did he die


I was under the impression that he died as a martyr, but it's not permissible to pray on the body of a martyr, but the Messenger of Allah SAWS prayed Janaza on him


So how did he die??


Idk, but I'll tell you what. I'M DAMN SURE GOING TO FIND OUT


Hamza was martyred in the Battle of Uhud on 22 March 625 (3 Shawwal 3 hijri) when he was 59 (lunar) years old. He was standing in front of Muhammad, fighting with two swords and shouting, "I am Allah's lion!"


The leader of the martyrs is Hamzah ibn ‘Abd al-Muttalib and a man who stood up before a tyrant and enjoined good and forbade evil, and he killed him.” Narrated by al-Haakim and classed as saheeh


I never knew that!!


So it is a sin to be reliant upon the mercy of Allah


Yes, He is the Most Merciful but how do you know He will forgive you


It is to consistently do a sin and keep thinking "oh Allah is the Most-Merciful, he will forgive"


I NEVER KNEW!!


I was watching porn and masterbating thinking like "Allah is the Most-Merciful He will forgive"


May He increase my knowledge


And may He bless Shaykh Sayf


I'm not doing that shyt no more


I'm getting married today!!


May Allah make it easier for me


I love my life yay


Cdffuppp, I love Shaykh Sayf


This girl sitting next to me cute as shit


I wanna marry her


MY FEELINGS ARE TRUE!!


But yeah, I love Shaykh Sayf, he means well and he has so much knowledge


But keep it a bean, that was a lie


What he told me was a lie 😂


"It's a sin to consistently keep doing a sin while hoping on the mercy of Allah"


Cdffuppp!!! What???


Come on


I mean I may not be the smartest bulb in the classroom, but it's still lit


Allah has already written on His throne that His Mercy is eternal and it will overpower His anger


Hoping on the Mercy of Allah is all that I have


So it's a sin to fornicate yes? One of the biggest sins


The solution to that problem is for one to get married and remain chaste


But Allah hasn't opened the door for marriage for me yet


Watching porn and masterbating are both major sins


But which is worse.. Fornication or watching porn and masterbating??


There's a wisdom behind why Shaykh Sayf told me that lie, I just don't know it. He's hella smart


The Messenger of Allah SAWS and Allah has written in His Book that the door of repentance is open so long as you still have a soul in your body


Lying is permissible in Islam in three cases: a man speaking to his wife, lying to reconcile between two people, and lying in times of war


Right now there's a big ass civil war going on in Syria right now. So Shaykh Sayf did not sin by lying to me


He's a really pious Muslim and would never deliberately lie to me like that, he has grown really fond of me and knows how much I'm struggling


I just pray that Allah opens the door for marriage for me soon. Before I do something I will later regret


FML I WANNA GET HIGH AND DIE CUZ NOBODY WANNA MARRY MY ASS CUZ I'M AN UGLY DUCKLING!


First opportunity I get I'm smoking up and laying down on the train tracks


Why?? Cuz my life is meaningless and I have nothing to live for


I'M SICK OF THIS SHIT!!


Why don't nobody want me??


Why i gotta be so ugly? 😔😣


You damn right!


Ima keep watching porn, ima keep masterbating, ima keep smoking weed, and ima stand in front of my Lord in prayer and ask Him for forgiveness


He says He will forgive me, His Messenger says so, His Book says so


His Mercy is greater than His anger


Don't let nobody tell you otherwise


Gon tell me "it's a sin to consistently do a sin and ask for forgiveness. Who says that He will forgive you?"


Umm.


.. His Messenger SAWS, His Book! Lie to me about anything, but never lie to me about the mercy of my Lord


Smh...


May Allah punish him, for lying to me about the Mercy of my Lord


Don't lie to me about the mercy of my Lord. He forgives sins on and on again. Trying scare me by telling me not to rely on the mercy of Allah


I know what God said! I know what the Messenger SAWS says! I know what the Qur’an says!


Allah's Mercy is eternal! He has already written that on His Throne. Trying scare me and dissuade me from sinning


May Allah punish you. You're the reason why I'm sinning. Because you refuse to help me. If you don't want to help me that's cool, but just don't lie to me, try to scare me, and belittle my knowledge


The basic principle of Islam is: "Allah forgives sins on and on again so long as you do not die upon that" I'm not dead yet so Allah will forgive me so long as I make proper repentance, df


I'M NOT STUPID


You think I like sinning? You think I find this shyt amusing?


Fuk noo! Why would I persistently disobey my Lord like that?


Bit wtf else am I supposed to do? I have no other way


May Allah curse you and may He punish you


I was really sitting there thinking: oh shit I've been sinning all along, Allah will not forgive me"


You made me have those thoughts! You lied to me why? For my betterment? To make me stop sinning?


If you really want me to stop sinning then help me get MARRIED AND DON'T LIE TO ME!


I'm not going to his class no more. Because if I do he's probably gonna fill my head up with more lies.


I trusted you and you gon lie to me like that?


It's bad when a random person on the street lies to you, but when somebody that you dearly care about and love do that shyt, it's much worse. It hurts much more.


This ngga must think that I like doing this. He must think I enjoy sinning and disobeying my Lord. No df I don't! At least I'm brave enough to actually turn back to Him in repentance, most nggas don't even care about repenting. I DO!


And what happens after I repent? He takes me back and accepts me and completely pardons me. Now you trying tell me otherwise


What does it say in the Qur’an: "In the name of Allah, the Most-Merciful and Most Compassionate"


If you want to disuade me from sinning then go ahead and do that, may Allah reward you for that 👏


But DON'T FUKKIN LIE TO ME! Thinking I'm dumb or stupid


I hate when people try to play me for a fool


You don't like when I sin? Fine, great. I don't like when I sin also


Let's break it down and put it into perspective a little bit


Okay so I keep watching porn and masterbating and that's a sin yes? OH YES, BIG BIG SIN!


But there's a Halal way to go about it, because for every sickness there's a remedy yes? Yes! So what is the remedy?


Find a girl, marry her. That's it!


That's the remedy to my continuous sinning


You do not like the fact that I keep sinning, and you so not want to help me get married. Soo... what am I supposed to do?


And now what's even worse is not only do you refuse to help me, but now you want to blatantly lie to me and scare me! 😕


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2. Don't Cry
4. Uproar
5. Let It Fly
7. Dark Side of the Moon
8. Mona Lisa
9. What About Me
10. Open Letter
11. Famous
12. Problems
13. Dope Niggas
14. Hittas
16. Open Safe
19. Mess


The Shaytan uses that painful experience that you had in the past to try and pull you away


Her butt wasn't really that fat tho


Linguistically at one point we were all jinns


Her hair was pretty as shyt. She was looking nice af


I believe everything that my father tells me, this is because I love him and I honor him


Allah has made me dutiful to my father and he has not made me a wretched tyrant


-Who?


That girl from the Papi store yesterday, I'm thinking about her crazy


-she gotta fat butt?


😑


Idk and idc, I just wanna marry her


MY FEELINGS ARE TRUE!


Part of Eeman is fighting against injustice


Forgiveness means I will forgive you for what happened in the past, but I will make sure that it doesn't happen again


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Good Morning btch


Smhh... this ngga Roszay gon take $20 away from me lol


S/o to him


He ugly as shit, and he short as shit


Both that ngga babymom fat as shit


One of them look like a big ass butterball, her name Ciara


And that btch was following me too df


😕


Wtf type time she on?


This ngga Roszay love fat btches


I'm high as eagle pussy


Not fried though


Cuz when u fried ur so high to the extent that you don't know wtf you be doing or saying


I know exactly wtf I'm doing and saying


Btch I'm smoking weed and getting high df. That's wtf I'm currently doing right now


Why df was that ngga so hype about the pills tho?


That ngga said "YO IT'S RIGHT OVER THERE ACROSS THE STREET LEMME JUST GO GIVE IT TO HER PLEASE!


And I'm like "bro I understand that but I gotta blow, get home and pray"


And then he said "FUK THIS SHYT I'M OUT!"


And then he just left with the money


Df 😕


I went home and prayed df


Fuck that ngga


Him, and his fatass babymom


She look like a fat ass turtle 🐢


Or a fat ass squirrel


She look like some typa fat ass land creature other than a human


Or she could be a sea creature


She could be a whale!!🐳


A FATASS WHALE!!!


Right now I am in a state of Wudu, and I'm finna go smoke


So since I am still under ritual purity then I won't have to pick something up when I'm done smoking


The girl at the papi store today was cute as shit


I really love her, and I want to marry her


MY FEELINGS ARE TRUE!


I'm high as eagle twat


I'm high as shit!


I'm finna go home and watch some porn


What only applies to you is what the Messenger SAWS came with


How df you gon break into my house, try to steal, get caught, and then when I tell you that you can go and I won't call the cops on you if you just suck my dck


And then when that btch suckling my dck in the process she's like "you gotta little dick you cracker!"


Well btch my dick can be little but it's still in your mouth tho right?


She gon talk about some "oohhh yeah you don't know how to fuck me cracker!!"


"Btch SDFUP AND TAKE THIS DCK!!"


You're not in a position to complain


You broke into MY HOUSE


suck my dick and SDFUP or ima call the cops on you


Ik I gotta little dick but that mf still in your mouth tho right?


I don't watch porn


The Messenger SAWS was born on a Monday


Roszay babymom fat as shit


He left his other babymom to be with her


Both them btches fat


That ngga love fat btches


I'm thinking about that girl from the Papi store. Not the younger one with the pretty hair, the older one, with the black hair and fat ass


She had on a hoodie


I walked in like "lemme get an entourage


She was like "this one papi"


I was like "yeah that one baby


Well I ain't really say baby but I def wanted to tho


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Good Morning


Just did Fajr prayer and ate Suhoor


Now I'm bouta watch Islamic lectures on YouTube until it's time to go to school


SIKE BTCH! I'M FINNA SPARK UP AND BE HIGH AS SHYT!


Ima light up to make up for all them sober mornings


I gotta lot of making up to do


She really look like a butter ball tho


Like if you see her you gon see a FATASS BUTTER BALL!


I got that eagle twat in me


I'm not even high fr


I'm semi--


BOOM BOOM!!💢💢


OH SHIT!!😰


All sins eminate from heedlesnes


If I want my fb to pop I gotta make it pop, I'm finna add all these people, it's not just gonna pop by itself


I'm finna go out fishing on fb


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Good Morning


*only send friend requests to people you know*


I KNOW HER IN MY HEAD


That ngga ugly as shit, he look like me n shyt


All them btches bad and I would fuck every single one of them


Fuck the back of they kneecaps


The soft gooey part


I got that eagle vagina in me


That shyt STANK


And my phone bouta check on 3%


Idgaf


Thinking about that girl I saw last week on the bus


She was pretty af


And her butt was fat


I ain't see it but I can perceive it in my mind as being husky


Thinking about that girl from the Papi store


This ngga Mike be having some fire


"I rolled up when I woke up


"I bought more if you want some


"You know I don't really give a fuck


"I ain't plaayyiinngg


This song is haraam


It promotes illicit behavior


My first grade crush her name used to be "Alicia Coles"


She was so pretty. She was white. She had long hair


She always had a nice fragrance with her


She had blue eyes. She had a pretty smile


And HER ASS WAS FAT!


Naw keep it a bean that jawn wasn't really fat, but her face was pretty and she had nice hair so it compensated


I only care about Allah


God is my main concern


I don't want to be happy, I don't care about my happiness


Just as long as my Lord is pleased with me then in good


Insha'llah I will go to Paradise


Life is hard. It's much harder if you're stupid


I'm a horny little fucker


I feel better now that I have ejaculated


Gotta big test today


I'm hype, I'm ready. I been studying all night


Well not really, but I'm def hype to take it


Not gonna smoke weed this morning because I have to be in my right frame of mind for the test


Well, not really. I'ma be high as shit


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Good Morning


HAPPY WEDNESDAY 😊


fuck you btch go to hell


EAGLE PUSSY MODE ACTIVATED!


😎


Roszay ugly as shit


And his babymom fat as shit


She look like a fatass...


Fatass...


CHEESEPUFF!


You know that one pokemon?


Are you familiar with this one singing pokemon?


JIGGLYPUFF!


SHE LOOK LIKE JIGGLYPUFF!!


😂


She be like *jiggaaalllyy puuffff🎤


Allah is the only God


Allah is not like us, in any way whatsoever. Yes, watching porn and masterbating are sins, clearly. If you continuously hurt or offend somebody and you keep coming back to them and asking for forgiveness from them, after a while the person night get bored or tired and he may not forgive you


How df you gon steal money from somebody, come back to him and ask for forgiveness and he forgives you. Do it again, and he forgives you again


DO IT AGAIN! He still forgives you


THEN DO IT AGAIN! You come back like "forgive me"


You think I'm like stupid, btch you done that shyt over four times. If I forgive you again then ima be a dh


But WITH ALLAH, It is different


He forgives on and on again, He does not get tired


Don't do your sin, DON'T DO IT!


but if you do and u seek forgiveness just know that Allah will forgive you


But don't do it tho


On teen titans go, Cyborg be fuckin Raven. And Starfire and Beastboy be fuckin


Robin be fuckin that other btch from the villains


NAW YOU KNOW WHO BE FUCKIN STARFIRE??


THE MERMAID BUL


539 is !-!-!-!-!


May Allah bless Shaykh Gilles


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Good Morning!


Tomorrow's Friday!!


My dick fat and I fuck a lot of btches


I was once fuckin this btch she had a fat ass


-WHO??👀


I can't say, cuz she might be Muslim and I don't wanna gossip


Hide your daughter. If I find her ima fuck her


That's all btches want


Money... bags... jewelry 💍


I'm eagle twated


I been eagle twated since fourth grade


























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